想

突然好想你。。
不知怎么了。。
泪水不听使唤。。不停的流
我。。好想你
想每天起床第一眼就可以看得见你
想每天跟你一起赖床
想每天在你怀里睡觉
想每天回家就可以看到你
想每天做饭给你吃
想每天跟你一起上下学
想每天和你一起做功课
好想和你一起做好多好多的事

倫。。。我真的好想你
如果你在身边。。那该多好
多么渴望。。想念的你此时此刻就在身旁
眼泪。。是想念你的滋味
它。。还在不停的流
我很傻吧。。。

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

dun waste ur time reading dis crap post

don't ask me why am i freaking blogging at 4.23AM =.= i'm obviously exhausted from doing my biochemistry stuffs :::group PBL (i've finished it at 12.55AM)..n now i'm still stucked doing my lab report for hours (sort of 70% done now...i'm finishing the statistic questions part n going to leave the activation or inhibition part for tomorrow noon in uni "JUST TO KILL MY TIME IN UNI")..n i basically haven't do my post-lab quiz (can only do it after i finish my report writing..so basically i'm going to do it in uni as well tomorrow noon)::: thanks babe for helping me out with a damn hard n arse killing calculations..n thanks to my dear again for helping me calculating the means, standard deviation n standard error for mean for my datas =D (my graphic calculator was out of battery so i really couldn't do any calculations n i freaking don't know how to do it with excel *uh-huh..i know i am an idiot*..so yeah he helped me but LOL he doesn't know how to calculate the SEM as well =.= so we had lots of confusion n a bit of sianz going on during that time >.<

well..its just too much stuffs to do n i'm freaking stressed out n i do feel bad towards baby cause he leave his own report behind just to help me with my reports first *sobs* n i don't know why i just felt so sick as well...all these combination basically is just too much n i cant stand it..conclusion was all of a sudden, somehow, my eyes river were flooding O.o then talked to baby later on n i somehow just burst again then LOL he cried as well eh >.<

between =.= my table is FULL of RUBBISH =.= it WAS CLEAN at 5pm yesterday..now its so damn filled with books n papers n stationary n cups n bottles n KFC n keropok n chocs n coffee n tea n WHATEVER u can think of =.= OHMYGOSH KILL ME =.= (hope babe were here..then he can clean up all the mess for me eh) *chuckles* ok ok...back to few more questions then off to bed for 3hours then off to house inspection then stoopid uni =.=

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

just a summary of bullshyts >.<

harlo =] i've been really lazy recently (as usual)..back to uni again *sighz* i just don't feel like going back to uni..i seriously don't have any motivation to keep me attending all the lectures n labs at all especially when u have i-lectures (look..i know i'm misusing the lectopia...sorry T.T) i'm really lost =S i've lost my way..don't ask me what's my purpose of life..honestly, i have yet found it *gosh* perhaps d only purpose of my life now is to live my life to the fullest..study hard work hard play hard >.<

easter break was great..really different from past years *smiles* i just don't want to waste my holiday so i decided to bump into aunt's house and planned for a last minute trip to mundaring which was on easter sunday...weeeee ^ ^ picked up the guys and headed over to aunt's place..its an hour drive to mundaring so i have snatch the front passenger seat as i have this "yun che" syndrome LOL..its the same for easter monday as we headed off for a 50minutes drive to the maze..uncle's been bad =.= he's been speeding all the way and sometimes we couldn't catch up with his speed =.= mundaring is really nice..too bad we don't have much time so we didn't really explore the place..but its a deal that future first trip would goes to...MUNDARING..oh yea xD have u been to "the world best pizza" in mundaring???its seriously deserves to be known as the world best pizza..they received plenty of awards for their creativity and yummilicious-ness of their pizzas xD its a MUST GO THERE N HAVE THE PIZZAS!!!!the maze is not bad too..they have mazes for u to challenge n mini golf n super duper BIG CHESS n some animals as well

the rest of the holidays...i spent it WISELY on watching dramas n sleeping LOL xD its my bad i know..i didnt even bother to flip my lecture notes >.<>

had oral glucose tolerance test for my biochem lab today ^ ^ we're required to fast at least 12hours prior to the test..my bench group have me doing this freaking boring test n yeah ^ ^ i've got plenty of chocs from the unit coordinator for voluntaring to starve (kesian) and prick my fingers (not pain lo..quite fun)...the group PBL is so shitty..there's 8 questions to answer n they fuggin just pick those questions that they know how to do n they have answers wit...leaving the last 2 hardest questions to me...wtf =.=

final exam timetable is out =S i should say i'm quite happy with my timetable this time =D i've got few days break for me to study till the next paper =D weeeeeeeee ^ ^ hopefully i can do well this time..if possible..i hope for HD but *shrugs* a pass would do =S i really need to put in more effort..i need better time management n i'll seriously finish all my reports n pbl n quiz which are not dued until friday by tomorrow (wed) then start studying on thurs for the coming up intrasem exams O.o

final papers....
1st June = biomedical physiology
4th June = microbiology II
10th June = human and comparative biochemistry


*fyi...i'm currently still searching for place to rent..so damn pek chek so damn sianz so damn frust...i just need to move..i need more convenient public transport access to go uni n ESPECIALLY work T.T *sobs* i seriously need money...i guess u'll never know how lucky u guys are when u dont have to work to earn for ur own rentals n bills n living expenses and handle ur studies wit good grades *a big fat sighz* well..this is the results of my own stoopid request =.= basically i told my parents to pay for my fees only (they don't pay for my fees anymore cause my grandpa company actually sponsored my fees since i enter uni for getting good grades) and i told them that they don't have to give me any allowance as i want to be more independent and earn for my own living...WALAO...now i really damn regret lo =.= why the hell am i so damn GEH KIANG last time..GILAAAAAAAA =.= the more i think about it the more pissed i get =.=



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

如果的事

我的个性你最了
你总爱说我奇怪
明明前一秒钟哭得稀里哗啦，下一秒钟竟可以笑的像小孩
还老爱叫我哭包
一些芝麻绿豆的小事，也能让我掉泪
我的个性就是这么大剌剌的
开心与不开心都会表现出来
或许就是这样的我，把你骗到了吧

这几天，我不乖了
我的心，不听话了
莫名其妙的耍emo了
莫名其妙的惹你生气了
莫名其妙的耍脾气了
不管是吵架还是不开心，我都会说i need a hug
打完这一句，我就会放声的大哭
明知道此时此刻的你不能紧紧把我抱在怀里
明知道说这句话会让你很自责，很伤心
对不起，我还是说了

我患上了想念你的综合症
无时无刻都会不由自主的想起你
想念，总让我傻笑中带着泪
想念，会让我想起和你在一起的每个细节
哪怕是小小的话语，小小的眼色，小小的动作，
都令我无尽的回忆着
多希望现在就在你的身边，可以让我仔细的看着你
想念你的滋味，总是呆呆坐在电脑面前，对着屏幕发呆，
发呆的眼里，满满都是你

如果你在我身边那该多好
想和你做的事有很多
煮饭，打扫，看戏，唱歌，牵手，抱抱，亲亲，还有好多好多
如果这些事每天都能实现，那该多好

怎么办
我越来越想你了

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

simple =]

let this be my last word...that i trust in thy love =]


p/s: imissyou.iloveyou