Just Me =]

question mark?

2010-05-09T04:00:00.002+08:00

最近的我们。。怎么了？

是否。。感情变质了？

还是。。你变了？

或许。。变的是我自己

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

sakai

2010-01-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

wahahaha...i noe u lobu lobu me veli muchie xD

SAKAI
I
LOBU LOBU
SAKAI
TOO

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

16th monniversary

2010-01-24T23:27:00.004+08:00

~ღ♥ ʎᴚɐsᴚƐʌıᴎᴎoɯ Hʇ91 ƐıԀƐɐH ♥ღ~

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

距离几万公分

2010-01-13T01:05:00.004+08:00

毕竟，我们是不一样的
你不能要求我什么事都必须跟你一样
尤其是吵架
每次吵架我都会不说话
就算说话也不超过3个字
每次都依照你的方式和解
对不起，这次就依我吧
一句话都不肯开口说也不肯chat
连理都不想理
可能会是一两天
可能会是一星期
我。。。不懂
这就是我
把心封闭了
把心与心的距离拉的远远的
再残忍
再痛苦
也得静静的埋藏在心底
偷偷的流泪
对不起
请原谅我的自私

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

爱，不够

2010-01-10T01:01:00.007+08:00

原来，

你一直觉得我不够爱你

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

dadi forced me to blog

2009-11-12T13:07:00.003+08:00

i tink i sense ppl missing my blog updates eh...u noe who u r xD
interview at david jones for xmas casual yesterday..i tink i did well..i crawl out of my turtle shell n spoke out more in d interview compared to d interview in myer which obviously i got rejected coz imma paiseh hidding in my turtle shell..got a morning call from dj..wad else can i say ---- i got d job ^^ took a couple of pics after d interview on behalf of babe's request..dun comment anything plz..dun make me kip xim..i noe i gained supa lotsa weight ><><><

not progressing studyin for my finals tho..coz i've still got an assignment due during my study break..stoopid lecturer!!!wadeva la..gonna finish d assignment by today n start studying for finals...d plan is study till 6 o 7 in the morning den gonna sleep from there till 11 o 12 since i cant study in d morning..its jz useless forcing me studyin in d morning..it jz wun go in my brain..brain factory rejected all d valuable information i wanna share wit him...wad a shame..one last thing i wanna say b4 i cut all my craps...SCREW U FB!!U MAKE ME CANT FOCUS N CONCENTRATE AT ALL!!!

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

let it be

2009-10-16T01:36:00.001+08:00

heart...break...shattered..

for real...

e.m.o

2009-09-17T00:55:00.003+08:00

i guess i've been pretty emo recently..totally break down yesterday..no reason..i jz feel like crying all of a sudden..when i see the boyfriend, the pipe jz turned on automatically the very next second..how i wish i cud cry in his arms..big fat sighz

insomia is killing me..i've been rolling on my bed from 12.30am to omoz 6am everyday with my eyes wide open =.= i jz cudnt sleep at all =.= so i'll b in my dreamland every morning that i skipped all my class..pandai betul =.=

gonna hav my genetics mid sem tmr noon n aims mid sem on friday noon..this is stressing me out..but i jz cudnt concentrate at all..slacking badly eventho i noe how serious d situation is..another sighz..i jz need the boyfriend badly..i need the boyfriend to nag me n scold me like hell..after that i'll jz cry my lungs out..n i'll eventually start concentrating on my studies =.= too bad the boyfriend is with his joi ren gang tonite rushing their assignments..waited whole nite for his sms..hoping that i'll receive a gambateh sms from him..disappointed..somehow the boyfriend is owez serious n concentrated when he is engaged in his assignments n studies..neglected..i dont ask for more..i jz wan a sms..jz one sms wud b enough..selfish me..i guess he might hav forgotten about me having my exam tmr..shrugs

.....iknowitsstupidbutijustfeellikecryingnowcani.....

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

090909

2009-09-09T13:34:00.002+08:00

its 090909
somehow its being interpreted as eternal o wad so eva
so yeah..alot of ppl are registering n getting married today
everyone's writing sth bout 090909 in fb n their blogs
so i might as well masuk satu kaki juga lol
090909 0909am
imma was in imma's lovely dreamland
090909 0909pm
imma wud b doing assg n on skype call wit babe
next yr wud b 101010 [dunno wad dis date gonna mean yet]
newayz its gonna b a sunday..so i guess i'll come up wit this
101010 1010am
imma's gonna b in imma's babe arm sharing d same lovely dreamland
101010 1010pm
imma's gonna b idunnoyet wit babe

for moi boi ♥
when you're with me, i get butterflies all inside,
when you're away all i do is frown and cry,
when you kiss me all my troubles float away,
when i'm with you, time just slips away.
i love you ♥

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

pandiee getting old lol

2009-09-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

quite happening today ^^ but imma lz to list all out...so highlight for today is imma skipped my lectures and went for interview in burswood..its so much diff from d one i had in myer..this was so fun ^^

LOL...purposely not greeting my babe pandie during midnite for her bday n intended to greet her at 8.30pm which is d time she was born..too bad imma too tired today so slept from 5pm to 9.40pm and wake up in a WTH word LOL...sorry babe n pandie babe for ur effort to wake me up using skype call...sowie my lappie vol was LOW xD

BABE PANDIE CHAN...OTANJOBI OMEDETO...(altho d amount of candle on ur cake is increasing..d seh gia face of u is gettin more seh gia)
ME LOVE YOU HEAPS lol mwahzzzzzzzzzzz hugiezzzzzzzzz

p/s : i loveyou.imissyou

crap assignment killed me ==

2009-08-28T06:36:00.002+08:00

pft 6.42am = =
occupational health and safety 15% essay due later at 4pm = =
not tat i dun wanna do it earlier = =
3 to 4 assignments due everyweek is killing me = =
final year sux to da max = =
totally last minute work again...yes!!supa dupa last minute = =
not a single alphabet typed until 12am = =
finished the shyt essay in 6.5hrs = =
dun give a shyt d..as long as gimme a pass i wud b happy enuf = =
mornite world..imma going to tido now
and not to forget to mention..i'll b skipping morning lect n only attending afternoon workshop later n probably gonna skipped d remaining 1.5hrs of the workshop due to work commitment BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH = =
btw..harlo study break..imma not so fancy bout u since u'll b fully loaded wit imma's assignment lol

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

its 824 ^^

2009-08-25T17:01:00.002+08:00

824 - 11周月快乐
不知不觉已经说了11个月的 - 我爱你
1个月前的24日，鼓起了勇气，抱着舍不得，送你离开千里之外
你给的最后的拥抱和亲吻，多么想让时间停留在那一刻
不知何时才能再重逢，只知道会是半年或一年后
一个月过了，对你的思念是一天又一天的增加
泪水，也不曾停止过
嗯。。懒得多说什么了
只希望我们可以经得起时间的考验
想听些什么，那就尽情期待1个月后的24日

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

= =

2009-08-21T04:12:00.003+08:00

嗯。。
又讲错话了。。
每次都这样。。
又hurt了你。。
县自己 = =

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

jobs please come to me ^^

2009-08-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

omigosh!!see diok boh???oh well, hopefully i can present myself better in the interview..i wan the job!!!CRAVING for jobsssss!!!another way of saying is i NEED MONEY lolx...(i hav a job now but i just don't get enough shift and its on call job..well its fun tho coz i majorly work in Burswood for concerts..oh not forgetting to mention tat i worked for Pink's concert AGAIN last week..mwahaha..looking forward to all the coming up concerts eg. black eye pea,beyonce,britney,greenday n blaaaaaaaa)if i can get this job then i wouldn't be able to go back to msia d T_T i miss u heaps baby ♥

hmm..dunno wads wrong..INSOMIA..gosh imma being a good gal going to bed with babe ard 12 everyday BUT i always end up rolling here n there till 3 o 4 AM baru can sleep and i need to wake up at 7ish to go to uni..wth..mwahaha i feel bad coz i skipped all the 8.30am lects due to i tido late n alarm seems like useless to me LOL..shyt imma gonna go to all d lects from tmr onwards..no more skipping..errr sif i'm gonna b so good gal -_- anywayz hopefully laaaaaa

by the way..i dropped out from biochemII and took up occupational health and safety LOL..sama sama hard..but wadeva la i rather do assignment than stress sialz studyin for test =D errrrrrrrr..dunno wad to crap d..ciaoz ppl xD

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

missing stars

2009-08-08T00:57:00.004+08:00

~ღ ♥ i can never really tell u why i've been missing u alot..n i jz hav to take another look at ur photo in my wallet..n there's no reason y i keep ur t-shirt by my side when i sleep, pretending u were never really gone..its like a misisng star..tats owez been up in ur sky..its like the rainbow neva comes after the rain..its like the sun neva rises in every of ur morning..how m i suppose to live without those things..they are all u ♥ღ~

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

my rainie days

2009-08-05T22:52:00.007+08:00

Bi....thx for the superb holiday =D enjoyed every second with U♥ my days have been filled with tears ever since the day u're about to leave..i miss you..all the things we did..all the memories we built..i just cant help crying..aint gonna express out here since i've been crying out all those words to you all these while(everything i wanna expresss will be expressed in our blog)..i just miss you too much

*screaming my lungs out* WO HEN XIANG NI ='(

some of the pix of our holiday can be accessed thru babe's FB =] lalalala xD

i'm stepping into my final year of uni =] well if i hadnt procrastinate so much it would have been my final semester this sem..well, things just doesnt go the way i wanted it to be..so yeah..1st day of battlefield is already a disaster to me..biochemII hates me!! there's 5modules to study and each module will be crammed into 2lectures and 1workshop ONLY and there would be test waving to me straight away..there's so many additional reading to do as well..i cant even understand a single shyt in the lecture plus i hardly read a single shyt as lecturer has a fugging ugly handwritting..advances in med sci is giving me a hard time as well..same goes to genetics..well its all becoz i haven taken any of the prerequisites for all 3units beforehand..i can feel the tense and stress already yet its just only 3days of uni eeeeek..i skipped tues n wed lectures since i wasnt feeling so well..gosh this is the 1st time i'm actually listening to i-lect to catch up my lectures..lol however there's still some stuffs i happened to dont understand so well..so i'm sooooo gonna bump into lecturer's office soon weeeeeeeeeee ^^

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

a brief note

2009-05-25T16:31:00.003+08:00

woot...haven't been blogging for 1whole month..nothing much happened tho..i guess i'll just do a brief update

tummy not feeling well for the past whole week..its such a torture!!!
finally finished my intra sem 3 exam for biomed..i didnt study due to tummy ache T.T
biomed presentation was ok i guess..presenting in front of 7lecturers was freaking scary O.o n the most scary part was when all the lecturers keep throwing question and they did not give any time allowance for us to think about the answers..so kinda screwed up the Q&A part..*crossed fingers*
microbio's project report was a piece of shit..honestly i really did my best but i know my work was just not good enough..well what can i expect for a last minute work..just pray that i'll at least get a pass for the report..not asking for more..just a pass would do *crossed fingers*
worked at Pink concert at Burswood Dome last friday and saturday..it was fun and easy job..get to watch the concert for free after work =D it was AWESOME!!!!! ^^
weather is getting colder..i hate the strong howling wind as it activate my headache..and rain rain please go away >.<
going to work at Pussycat Doll concert at Burswood Dome this saturday ^^
going to start my revision today....ahhh i want to pass and yes i'm so gonna pass no matter how hard it is going to be *wish me lots of luck*

love my babe ^^ so glad to have him walking down the road with me ^^ there's this moment when there's laughters, tears, arguments, emoness, sadness, happiness, craziness..although we're 4000km apart, distance is definitely not a problem for us..our bond for each other continues to grow stronger and tighter every single day
24052009..8months anniversary..been waiting for this from u yesterday but in the end u didn't mentioned anything..guessed that u've forgotten about this..don't blame u for it tho..i know u're stressed with ur exam..anyways..if u're reading this, i guess by now u should know the reason behind the scene of midnite and this morning =]

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

想

2009-04-26T00:32:00.004+08:00

突然好想你。。
不知怎么了。。
泪水不听使唤。。不停的流
我。。好想你
想每天起床第一眼就可以看得见你
想每天跟你一起赖床
想每天在你怀里睡觉
想每天回家就可以看到你
想每天做饭给你吃
想每天跟你一起上下学
想每天和你一起做功课
好想和你一起做好多好多的事

倫。。。我真的好想你
如果你在身边。。那该多好
多么渴望。。想念的你此时此刻就在身旁
眼泪。。是想念你的滋味
它。。还在不停的流
我很傻吧。。。

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

dun waste ur time reading dis crap post

2009-04-24T04:22:00.009+08:00

don't ask me why am i freaking blogging at 4.23AM =.= i'm obviously exhausted from doing my biochemistry stuffs :::group PBL (i've finished it at 12.55AM)..n now i'm still stucked doing my lab report for hours (sort of 70% done now...i'm finishing the statistic questions part n going to leave the activation or inhibition part for tomorrow noon in uni "JUST TO KILL MY TIME IN UNI")..n i basically haven't do my post-lab quiz (can only do it after i finish my report writing..so basically i'm going to do it in uni as well tomorrow noon)::: thanks babe for helping me out with a damn hard n arse killing calculations..n thanks to my dear again for helping me calculating the means, standard deviation n standard error for mean for my datas =D (my graphic calculator was out of battery so i really couldn't do any calculations n i freaking don't know how to do it with excel *uh-huh..i know i am an idiot*..so yeah he helped me but LOL he doesn't know how to calculate the SEM as well =.= so we had lots of confusion n a bit of sianz going on during that time >.<

well..its just too much stuffs to do n i'm freaking stressed out n i do feel bad towards baby cause he leave his own report behind just to help me with my reports first *sobs* n i don't know why i just felt so sick as well...all these combination basically is just too much n i cant stand it..conclusion was all of a sudden, somehow, my eyes river were flooding O.o then talked to baby later on n i somehow just burst again then LOL he cried as well eh >.<

between =.= my table is FULL of RUBBISH =.= it WAS CLEAN at 5pm yesterday..now its so damn filled with books n papers n stationary n cups n bottles n KFC n keropok n chocs n coffee n tea n WHATEVER u can think of =.= OHMYGOSH KILL ME =.= (hope babe were here..then he can clean up all the mess for me eh) *chuckles* ok ok...back to few more questions then off to bed for 3hours then off to house inspection then stoopid uni =.=

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

just a summary of bullshyts >.<

2009-04-21T23:53:00.006+08:00

harlo =] i've been really lazy recently (as usual)..back to uni again *sighz* i just don't feel like going back to uni..i seriously don't have any motivation to keep me attending all the lectures n labs at all especially when u have i-lectures (look..i know i'm misusing the lectopia...sorry T.T) i'm really lost =S i've lost my way..don't ask me what's my purpose of life..honestly, i have yet found it *gosh* perhaps d only purpose of my life now is to live my life to the fullest..study hard work hard play hard >.<

easter break was great..really different from past years *smiles* i just don't want to waste my holiday so i decided to bump into aunt's house and planned for a last minute trip to mundaring which was on easter sunday...weeeee ^ ^ picked up the guys and headed over to aunt's place..its an hour drive to mundaring so i have snatch the front passenger seat as i have this "yun che" syndrome LOL..its the same for easter monday as we headed off for a 50minutes drive to the maze..uncle's been bad =.= he's been speeding all the way and sometimes we couldn't catch up with his speed =.= mundaring is really nice..too bad we don't have much time so we didn't really explore the place..but its a deal that future first trip would goes to...MUNDARING..oh yea xD have u been to "the world best pizza" in mundaring???its seriously deserves to be known as the world best pizza..they received plenty of awards for their creativity and yummilicious-ness of their pizzas xD its a MUST GO THERE N HAVE THE PIZZAS!!!!the maze is not bad too..they have mazes for u to challenge n mini golf n super duper BIG CHESS n some animals as well

the rest of the holidays...i spent it WISELY on watching dramas n sleeping LOL xD its my bad i know..i didnt even bother to flip my lecture notes >.<>

had oral glucose tolerance test for my biochem lab today ^ ^ we're required to fast at least 12hours prior to the test..my bench group have me doing this freaking boring test n yeah ^ ^ i've got plenty of chocs from the unit coordinator for voluntaring to starve (kesian) and prick my fingers (not pain lo..quite fun)...the group PBL is so shitty..there's 8 questions to answer n they fuggin just pick those questions that they know how to do n they have answers wit...leaving the last 2 hardest questions to me...wtf =.=

final exam timetable is out =S i should say i'm quite happy with my timetable this time =D i've got few days break for me to study till the next paper =D weeeeeeeee ^ ^ hopefully i can do well this time..if possible..i hope for HD but *shrugs* a pass would do =S i really need to put in more effort..i need better time management n i'll seriously finish all my reports n pbl n quiz which are not dued until friday by tomorrow (wed) then start studying on thurs for the coming up intrasem exams O.o

final papers....
1st June = biomedical physiology
4th June = microbiology II
10th June = human and comparative biochemistry

*fyi...i'm currently still searching for place to rent..so damn pek chek so damn sianz so damn frust...i just need to move..i need more convenient public transport access to go uni n ESPECIALLY work T.T *sobs* i seriously need money...i guess u'll never know how lucky u guys are when u dont have to work to earn for ur own rentals n bills n living expenses and handle ur studies wit good grades *a big fat sighz* well..this is the results of my own stoopid request =.= basically i told my parents to pay for my fees only (they don't pay for my fees anymore cause my grandpa company actually sponsored my fees since i enter uni for getting good grades) and i told them that they don't have to give me any allowance as i want to be more independent and earn for my own living...WALAO...now i really damn regret lo =.= why the hell am i so damn GEH KIANG last time..GILAAAAAAAA =.= the more i think about it the more pissed i get =.=

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

如果的事

2009-04-05T23:03:00.012+08:00

我的个性你最了
你总爱说我奇怪
明明前一秒钟哭得稀里哗啦，下一秒钟竟可以笑的像小孩
还老爱叫我哭包
一些芝麻绿豆的小事，也能让我掉泪
我的个性就是这么大剌剌的
开心与不开心都会表现出来
或许就是这样的我，把你骗到了吧

这几天，我不乖了
我的心，不听话了
莫名其妙的耍emo了
莫名其妙的惹你生气了
莫名其妙的耍脾气了
不管是吵架还是不开心，我都会说i need a hug
打完这一句，我就会放声的大哭
明知道此时此刻的你不能紧紧把我抱在怀里
明知道说这句话会让你很自责，很伤心
对不起，我还是说了

我患上了想念你的综合症
无时无刻都会不由自主的想起你
想念，总让我傻笑中带着泪
想念，会让我想起和你在一起的每个细节
哪怕是小小的话语，小小的眼色，小小的动作，
都令我无尽的回忆着
多希望现在就在你的身边，可以让我仔细的看着你
想念你的滋味，总是呆呆坐在电脑面前，对着屏幕发呆，
发呆的眼里，满满都是你

如果你在我身边那该多好
想和你做的事有很多
煮饭，打扫，看戏，唱歌，牵手，抱抱，亲亲，还有好多好多
如果这些事每天都能实现，那该多好

怎么办
我越来越想你了

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

simple =]

2009-04-02T00:28:00.004+08:00

let this be my last word...that i trust in thy love =]

p/s: imissyou.iloveyou

超级喜欢

2009-03-16T22:31:00.006+08:00

我的miao miao。。

喜欢你的幼稚
喜欢你的可爱
喜欢你像小孩子一样的哄我开心
喜欢你像小孩子一样的对我撒娇
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我闹变扭
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我斗嘴
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我耍脾气
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我埋怨
喜欢你每天都烦着我
喜欢你每天都担心我
喜欢你每天都关心我
喜欢你每天都唱歌给我听
喜欢你说床边故事给我听
喜欢你每天都装可爱
喜欢你每天都耍白痴
喜欢你骂我的时候
喜欢你哭泣的时候
喜欢你放声大笑的时候
喜欢你认真的时候
喜欢你犹豫的时候
喜欢你烦恼的时候
喜欢你害羞的时候
喜欢你说你爱我比我爱你多的时候
喜欢你叫我小姐头的时候
喜欢你叫我宝贝的时候
喜欢你叫我老婆的时候
喜欢你那水汪汪且放电和温柔的眼睛
喜欢你那灿烂的笑容
喜欢你那个猪鼻子
喜欢你那软软的嘴唇
喜欢你那灵活的舌头
喜欢你那双大大又温柔的手
喜欢你那可以依靠的肩膀
喜欢你那温暖且是我避风港的胸膛
喜欢被你吻的忘了自我
喜欢被你牵着不放
喜欢被你抱着不放
喜欢被你抱在怀里睡觉
喜欢被你舔的一寸也不留
喜欢被你非礼的害羞起来
喜欢我们二合为一的时候
喜欢有你在的感觉
喜欢每天听你说你爱我
喜欢爱你的我
因为我也很爱你

我谁都不爱。。就是只爱你一个

miao miao...rawr rawr 永远爱你哦!!!

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

胡言乱语篇= =

2009-03-15T14:41:00.003+08:00

奇怪 = =
算是自己屁股痒吧
无端端的跑去看些不该看的东西
搞到自己心里不平衡

过去让它过去
已经来不及挽回的事。。何必还要再提
就算终于明白了自己的过错。。
就算觉得抱歉了。。
就算后悔了。。
一切都来不及了。。
是自己。。不懂得珍惜
错过了。。就该放开双手
何必还依依不舍
何必还耿耿于怀
何必还要觉得内疚
何必还那么在乎对方
不觉得辛苦吗???

有些人就是很奇怪
是你的东西时。。你不好好的珍惜
当你把他搞丢时。。就把罪怪在别人身上
为何不想想是自己的错
为什么。。失去了才懂得珍惜
为什么。。越不是你的东西。。你却越想要
为什么。。还要做些事来"haunt"对方
为什么。。就不能大方一点祝福对方
要知道。。曾经的过往。。是永远都无可追回的了

最近不知怎么了。。心情特别糟
每天都在胡言乱语
每天都很过分
过分的。。还把你弄哭了 = =
真的对不起
只能说。。我很不安心
不是我不相信你
只是。。你可不可以不要这么在乎不该在乎的人
你嘴巴说你不care
可是连瞎子都看得出其实你是很care的
我不想过着那种每天都被"haunt"的日子
我很怕。。你知道吗???
我眼中的恐惧。。你看到了吗???

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

hoho xD

2009-03-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

因为我的一句开玩笑。。害得你花了很多心思和时间在banner上
你的体贴。。你的用心良苦。。我收到了
谢谢你的疼爱
嘿嘿。。今天真的很开心很感动
全因为你。。我的宝贝
你说。。这幅画背后有着它自己的故事
你说。。在心空闪亮的夜晚
月亮照着的夜晚。。
一对情侣在街上走着
流星划过的那一瞬间。。
可爱的男生对傻傻的女生说。。“我永远都爱你”
他两许下了同样的愿望。。。
“我希望。。我们两永远都不会分离。。永远的在一起”
-END-

i love you...

my voice says it...

my dreams see it...

and my heart feels it...

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

i'm jz too bored =p

2009-03-04T08:52:00.004+08:00

Baaaaaaah = = havin a freakin 3hrs break till my next class is soooo freaking stoooopid.....bloody hell timetable for tuesday n wednesday = = blogging from uni comp is soooo not fun = = din even realise its d mid of 3rd week of uni d = = DANG!!!ok lo...time terbang damn fast lo = = meaning all d stooopid shyts gonna greet me soon again = = uni has been soso so far = = 3rd yr units reli sux to da max = = microbio 2 is like sooo freaking HARD ok = = instead of microbio 1 i took comparative n human microbio last sem which is like NOT LINKING to my microbio 2 at all = = tats fine den...who noes dis freakin unit has NO lecture slides NO textbook NO i-lecture...with a freakin 1 hr lecture per week onli = = shoot me to death betta = = somemore dere's dis stooopid INDIVIDUAL research laboratory project worth 35% where i damn nd to choose a topic to research on in lab n deal wit all d freakin bacteria wit freakin LIMITED funds n resources = = wth looo...d gangster unit coordinator tell me i'll do fine in this unit @@ errr...i've got no idea at all wads goin on..how do u expect me to do well @@ confirm KANTOI d @@

by da way xD i've moved out from my freakin 1 week homestay...totally knot tahan at all lo...so damn cheapskate...so damn calculative...so damn impolite to go into ppl's room when ppl's at uni lo...no privacy de lo...come in as dey like without askin permission lo...dinner's like shyts lo...totally no freedom lo...its like i'm stayin in a prison = = HOHOHO!!!i'm damn enjoyin my freedom again xD moved to cuzzie house temporarily while waiting for d renovation of my soon to b rental place in vic park to complete which is like in 2months time xD cant wait to move again!!!i damn miss my iinet internet lo...3 moblie broadband damn expensive n sux lo T^T how to survive with 4GB of quota per month =S

hehe xD bao bei's been damn cute + funny + childish these few days xD makin me nonstop lafing like a soh por xD teehee xD qi dai 6 yue de dao lai xD bao bei coming to perth in june =p HOHO

okie dokie...enuf crapsssssss for now xD off to do some research for my oral presentation = =

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

its cloudy

2009-02-25T12:13:00.003+08:00

一个人坐在图书馆的角落
望着电脑
脑袋一片空白
看着我们的照片
画面一点一滴的浮现在眼前
泪水慢慢的淋湿了键盘
好希望时间可以停留在那时候
我。。不喜欢现在的我们
我们。。怎么了？？

我们的话不多
一天说不上10句话
一天不到5封的讯息
电话和讯息都只有“嗯”来带过
可能你没察觉到你是多么彻底的忽略了我
我们就好像回到当初刚认识的时候
变的陌生了
感情好像开始疏远了
你能受得了这样子的我们
可是你有没有想过我？？
你要我撑到明年6月
只能说我已经很努力的撑着了
我不知我到底还能撑多久
我的心就像天上的云朵
装满了水滴。。闷闷的
何时会撑不住。。滴下水
我自己也不知道
我。。很不开心很难受
你知道吗？？

昨天是我们在一起的第5个月
我知道你不记得了
没怪你
传了满满3页的简讯给你
你却只回了“嗯。。拜拜。。爱你”
我的心就像被打进冷宫里
你过了2个小时才打电话给我
会不会太迟了一点？？
你还能跟我说笑。。可是我却一点也笑不出来
伤口慢慢的增加。。很难麽的去了

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

silence

2009-02-24T09:40:00.008+08:00

回到perth一个多星期了
又回到一个人的生活
不再习惯一个人的生活
一个人的寂寞
一个人的孤独
一个人的沉默
一个人的角落
只能默默藏在心里
想念你的心不曾停止过
很想再次亲吻你那软软的嘴唇
很想再次牵着你那温暖的手
很想再次投入你那温暖的怀抱
很想再次躲在你的怀里睡觉
很想再听你单面说你爱我
很想念被你保护的感觉

说好要一起努力考到好成绩
说好要剪短相处的时间
说好要坚强
一切都说好了
说好的东西可以反悔吗
我不是你想象中那么坚强
你的讯息少了很多
多的让我觉得空荡了
多的让我觉得寂寞了
多的让我害怕了
多的让我开始萎缩自己了
我不再是以前的我
我不再懂得怎么笑了
笑的好心虚好假
每天只能默默的守着电话等待你的讯息
听到电话响起时，多希望是你传来的讯息。。是你打来的
可是每次都让我失望，让我失落
只能告诉自己你是在为了我们的将来而努力
有好多话想跟你说
可是现在不能了
讯息和电话都断断续续的少了很多
只能将那些话埋在心底
每天都告诉自己6月很快就到了。。你很快就要来找我了。。很快就可以再见到你了
这都是自己用来骗自己的话。。6月其实是多么漫长的
每天只能偷偷的躲在角落落泪
我的心不听话了。。生病了

家里没internet所以只能在uni lib写这个blog
写到一半时，你打给我。。听到你的声音让我不知觉的开了pipe
想跟你说我是多么的想你。。想跟你说好多好多的话
可是泪水吞没了我想跟你说的一切
我崩溃了。。无助了
我很想说我开始累了
可是我不想放弃
自己选择的路，再艰难，都要坚强和勇敢的走下去
等待是值得的
等待是甜美的

你是否还记得今天是我们在一起的第5个月

明天会是怎样的。。我不知道
只知道明天的我依然是很想你很爱你的p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

我明白

2009-02-01T02:05:00.003+08:00

笑不出口
整晚心情简直烂透了
你。。。话中有话。。。话中带刺。。。暗箭伤人
绕了一大圈。。。结果把我伤的更重
让我真的好难受
心痛的感觉让我更难受
眼泪傻傻的流了一整夜
想了整晚
开始认清事实了
觉得自己真的很差劲
越来越觉得自己配不上你
你的条件这么优
我。。。早就该有自知之明了
我。。。真的高攀不起你
信心就像全雷打一样被打垮了
也。。。失去了勇气
像小鸟迷失了方向。。。我迷路了
突然间很想当缩头乌龟
我。。。该怎么办p/s:imissyou.iloveyou

honeymoon ^ ^

2009-01-09T15:54:00.019+08:00

12月17 日- 1月2 日的蜜月旅行
去了吉隆坡...马六甲...槟城...云顶
这16天...我们把情侣们该做的事全给搞定了
pandie说...她预料到了...以我们的速度这些都是非常正常的 = =

宝贝老公...谢谢你
这16天..我每天都过的非常开心...幸福
每天都有很美好的回忆 = )
只因为你 <3>爱情的滋润...真的好甜...好幸福 ^ ^
我们的定情物 <3>
25日之宝贝“败卡”日
原因是...他背着我在genting outdoor theme park 狂跑到我们两都跌倒后的战利品 = =
像seh gia的宝贝最可爱 ^ ^
1月1日的凌晨...在pavilion戏院外面...那天看了bedtime stories...我累坏了..所以真的很抱歉我看到睡着了 >.<>

可爱宝贝&巧克力

在penang的庙之无聊情侣党
让我笑翻天的爸爸和宝贝...谢谢爸爸帮我pump大衣服 xDmelaka nite zoo trip

第一次拍大头贴...每天必做务=拍大头贴...回到perth才upload别的大头贴吧

对不起...本小姐很懒惰....sayonara咯

p/s: imissyou.iloveyou

i'm BAK

2008-11-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

Nooooooooooooo i'm not lost in space xD
been neglecting my blog for quite some while >.<
sowie sowie if onli there's readers LOL

okie dokie..its gonna b a damn short n quick update due to my laziness xD

thank GOD its EXAM PERIOD = =
fuggin fuggin fuggin HATE exams to d max n sure no one likes it
my 1st paper was Cell Bio on d morning of my bday = =
i screwed up due to my stupid careless mistakes T^T
bao bei...THANX for keepin me accompany whole nite long on 14th n 15th
n THANX u guyz out dere for all d greetings = )

damn chee cham look = =
mami..hope u do update wit my blog when u come bak from ur holiday
sianz u showing off ur holiday sialz when i'm stress sialz-ing = =
u betta get me some nice stuffs yo xD

i cant belif i'm organising my book...sounds so not sab huh >.<
bah..get me a sniper so i can shoooooot accurately for all 70mcqs tmr
MCQs r mean ok..its neva ez n its an open book exam lagi which makes it lagi CHAM
urgh!!!screw mcqz screw exams = =
microbiology on tuesday n immunology on wednesday n i'll b free sialz like u all FINALLY
i huakin hate ppl typin holiday sial shyts on deir fb status n msn when ppl's havin exam shyts
wadeva...i'm joinin in d holiday sialz in less than 48HOURS xD

wow..its reli quick...its been 2months ^ ^
ooops...yealar balia me memang study till lupa d
luckily my sudd memory lost kembali when u called LOL
i'm a shyt gf i noe = = sowie la i exam ituuuuuuuu

counting down!!!22days till our 1st honeymoon...weeeeeee ^ ^

crap = = i betta get bak to my books
BUHBYE BUHBYE BUHBYE *chuckles*

lalala XD

2008-10-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

i've got a 15% essay due on friday by 4pm
n yea of coz i haven touch a single bit XD
was in dilema noh =S
its an open essay tho...kinda hate open topic as i sux in makin decision
"discuss immunological aspects of prognosis, pathogenesis n treatment of a human disease"
muz b immunological lagi = =
AAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH
i've got a few topics tat i'm interested in (not interested at all..but bcoz of d essay boh bian la)
Epilepsy...Parkinson's Disease...Alzheimer's Disease..Dandy-Walker Syndrome which r on d top list
eeeee...hard to make decision la..due on fri d...amen = =
LoL...how bout main dadu n decide XD
Blaaaaaaaaaaaa...ignore me XD

my stupiak lappie crashed down when i'm chatting happily at midnite = =
yea rite...thx for crashin down n put me into shyt mood
system restore was incomplete...wad a failure = =
but oh well..it doesnt matters since i was able to get bak all my docs
i wud die if everythg's gone
my assg..reports..lect slides..tutes..pics..songs..not forgetting my chat history LoL
big big thx to him for acc me whole nite guiding me fixin my lappie
n LoL thx for lecturin me as well = =
duh..i memang dunno how to jaga my lappie wad = =
cant blame me bah XD
sowie for keepin u up till 5am in d morning >.<

sowie i caused troubles again dis noon >.<
din noe d check disks wud take up more than 1hr
i tot its gonna b damn fast like last nite =S
tats y i keep rejectin to giv u a buzz as u're in class
sowie to keep u waiting
sowie to cause u missing 10mins from ur very imp class =S
sowie tat i've made u angry again ='(
i feel bad ='(
ur sms made me feel even worst ='(
its my stupiak fault
stupiak tears keep rollin down
u said if i continue apologizing u'll not hiu me d
erk...but besides from sowie i reli dunno wad to say d =S
we're kinda cold tonite
u're gamin...i'm assg-ing
no one's talkin
its freakin unusual
reli cant get used to dis kinda freakin coldness
i freakin hate dis kinda feelin URGH
i'm sowie....sowie i said it once again

its been 21days <3
its been so saweet of u makin my heart meltz everyday = )
u''re d reason for causing my adrenaline pumping uncontrollably causin my heart rate to increase
our turning point doesnt work out rite in d beginning
at tat moment i felt like givin up
u asked me not to
hence i hold on
we've overcome d hardest moment in our diary
now we've prove tat it was a rite decision choosin for a turnin point
thx for showerin me wit love
thx for caring me wit love
thx for givin me hopes n dreams
thx for makin me belif in foreva once again
loving u..is all i wanna do
SaB is totally fully LueN branded
16th 17th 18th 19th 20th 21st day r d wildest n craziest day tat we've eva hav
esp day 20th...d most most most wildest n craziest day eva
te amo <3

Zuo De Dao 做得到 - Luo Zhixiang 羅志祥

randomnesssssss

2008-09-28T17:31:00.003+08:00

9月24日
我们永远都不会忘记
是一段美好的开始
也是一段伤心的结束
开始跟结束的都很糟糕
不想再多说些什么
终于结束了
过去的就让它过去吧
最主要的是把握现在和放眼未来

这段时间非常谢谢PANDIE
不管多忙碌都好她都陪着我们
谢谢她一直开导我们
很喜欢PANDIE的有话直说性格
喜欢她每次都straight to the point
喜欢她每次都很狠的把话都说得很直
不认识她的人都会觉得她一定是恋爱高手
可是啊这个小妹妹还真的是没恋爱经验呢
她比我们俩都成熟的多
所以我也很喜欢也很主动的把说有事都跟她说
想诉苦也非PANDIE莫属
对他我还是会有所保留
都会想到种种因素
都会顾虑到他的感受
不过自从那一天起我答应了不会再有所保留了
不想再对他有所隐瞒

星期3考microbiology mid sem prac exam
只能说一个字....糟
完全没心情考试
完全不能写字
我的手oche+swollen了
因为我前天笨到用拳头狠狠的punch了墙壁几拳
我傻了...烧坏脑了吗???
那天晚上又犯下了同样的傻事
把他搞得好心痛
那天我唱了"我的心真的受伤了"
唱着唱着眼泪滴滴答答的流
连他冲好凉了我也没发现到
也把他弄哭了
星期4考immunology mid sem exam
应该是把所有的问题都解决了
也把所有的心事都吐出来了
我们俩又恢复到从前的我们了
不再冷漠了
所以本小姐觉得考的还ok吧
虽然我只是很快的browse thru了6 out of 30lectures = =
完完全全都没读书 = =
考试不到20分钟我就已经做好了
自己也被炸到了 = =
希望都给我一个pass吧 =S

连续几天都没睡好
连续几天都没胃口吃东西
熬了那么多天后我发现我的衣服裤子裙子都松了
这可是好的现象呢 XD

第5天了
很幸福的感觉
没想过他竟然会那么肉麻那么saaweeet
连他自己都被吓到了
剩下的就保密好了
只能说真的好甜蜜咯
呵呵 ^ ^
好期待12月的到来
oh还有哦
计划改了哦
明年的6月和12月我决定回去了
只因为hehehe XD

2008-09-24T04:25:00.002+08:00

i'm sowie

i noe dere's nth i cud do

i noe dere's nth i cud say

its my fault

i noe u hate me

i'm sowie

its freakin 0440am n i'm still freakin awake
shyt...i'm sooo gonna freakin screw up my fcukin mid sem later

2008-09-23T16:49:00.008+08:00

20092008

mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci
mi piaci

mi piaci

wei yi de wei yi - xiao yu

出口在哪????

2008-09-18T03:59:00.011+08:00

我.......怎么了????
连我自己也不懂
很可笑吧????
呵呵= )

这两天...
情绪起伏的很大...
有感伤的
有伤心的
有好笑的
有好玩的
有开心的
有难忘的
所有的酸甜苦辣统统一次过被我品尝的够
一切都禁在不言中

和他视讯了一整夜
欢笑不成停止过
欢笑中却忽略了她
承认是我们的过错
害得她emo了起来
她不说
但是我们懂
再多的抱歉也弥补不了
因为我们的错误
因为她的不开心
因为她的隐瞒
我哭了
真糟糕
他看到这样的我
害得他心酸了
我很糟糕是吧???
连续把两个人的心情搞砸了
他叫我收拾好心情继续为隔天的考试奋斗
可是我什么都读不进
各自给他们俩send了好长的sms
道歉了
感谢了
感激了
他们两个对我很重要
一个都不能少
千言万语都说不清

昨天又跟他聊了很多
他说了好多东西
昨天的他不一样
是我谓成看过的他
他说喜欢我blog里的那首歌
没事就会点入我的blog听那首歌
那首歌仿佛可以让人的情绪跌进了谷底
看着那样的你我更加伤心了
之后他说了3件事
1-他的朋友
那位朋友是除了我之外跟他最ngam key的人
因为怕他伤心所以离别时都不告诉他
突然这样的一句“你会不会突然就不见了”
让我jiwang了起来
很肯定的告诉他我一定不会像她那样
说过要永远都烦着他的
他告诉我“b4 this..跟我最要好，最ngam key的人叫做逊美。不过现在你完全取代了她的位置了”
不知所错的不懂要说什么才好
只能傻笑的“嗯”了一句
然后他又问了我现在最怕什么
当时我最怕的就是他伤心难过
又被你说我傻了
2-他的外婆(p&c)
3-他的公公(p&c)
他崩溃了
跟着他的情绪我也down了
傻傻的也随着他哭了
之后告诉你这些话：
我从来不会是个刻意去结交很多朋友的人..朋友惟独只有知己..只有如此的接触...交流才不会出现问题..我可以看清你..你也可以看清我...我的世界..只是因为是你..惟独是你..才会在你面前表现出如此的我..我喜欢这样我们..可以认识到自己的错误..可以在一次次的错误中..认识到朋友的界限..而成为真正的朋友...你是我最珍贵的clone...谁都代替不了你在我心中的位子...107天说短不短..说长也不长...就是想纵容你...和你相处的感觉真的很棒..我们并不用在一起就有聊不完的话题..而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬..也不知道怎么的..我就是会因为你快乐而快乐..因为你难过而难过...你就是那些我放进心里的人...相信我..我不会突然不见了...也会永远在这里当你的垃圾桶...会陪着你的...唯独因为你是我最喜欢...最疼爱的clone
就这样我又大哭了
真不知道我怎么那么傻

他最后问了我刚才是不是介意他和那个她聊天
第一次我说谎了
问他干吗问我
他在乎吗???
他就唱了“你说我总太过沉默..学着对我要毫无保留”
就这样泪水又不由自主的流出来了
终于说实话了
他早就知道我的答案了
只是想听我清口说出来
我介意又怎样???
我不介意那又怎样???
毕竟那个她对他是多么的重要的
可能是怕他再次为了那个她
不开心
难过
受伤
忽略了我吧
只想好好的保护他吧
真好笑
我干吗要这么在乎这么介意啦???
毕竟那是他们俩的事
我...都是多余的

整晚都睡不着
今天的心情特别down
down到不像平时的我
通常...我都会哭出来了
这次...我哭不出来了
心里是多么的闷...多么的不舒服
为什么眼泪这么不听话???
我需要泪水来洗去所有的down
他感觉到了我的不寻常
我也不懂我自己怎么了
找不出答案
只知道是为了昨晚
听到他唱着那首歌
不自觉的有了几滴泪水
我再也不想做那种多余的人了
俗话说别人家的家事...外人不要管
保持沉默也许是最好的选择
再多的问题
再多的话
都是多余的
因为我...是多余的

我迷路了
迷失了自己的方向
出口远离我了
就像小鸟迷失了飞回去的路
这样的我真的很惹人厌
讨厌这样的自己
这么多余的我...他因该也很讨厌
我到底该怎么做???

天空也在哭了
站在雨下哭的感觉很好
雨水湿透了全身
湿透了脸
没人会知道那是我的泪
我知道我很傻
因为你
我
哭
了

ÁÙÂ²³æªº¦h - ¤p¦t

bak to uni T_____T

2008-09-08T23:40:00.005+08:00

1week study break buh bye jor la o(T___T)o
din study din do reports din do essay din do any shyt >.<
uni's opening its warm big arm n welcoming meee >____<
but i dun wanna b welcomed T_____T
all d shyt thingys r coming up laaaa
sianz siii....i've got so many things to do >.<
stupiak lab report every single week T__T
stupiak mid sem exams tooo >__<
n fcuk tat i'm gonna hav a combo mid sem exam for straight 3days
d most cham part is semua MCQ =.o"
MCQ neva eva likes me....my ENEMY >___<
i'm surely gonna AMEN d...ARGGGHHH
i dun wanna fail anymore....failin sux to da max
muz BI GONG for 2weeks n study gao gao d
sticked d list beside d door so i can c it everyday
yayaya...so i'll freak out n STARDEE yooo XD
guyzzz wish me lotsa LUCKSSSS bah =D
o(O.o)o o(>_<)o o(u_u)o o(T_T)o

halooo spring ^ ^

2008-09-02T19:29:00.004+08:00

its SPRING!!!!!!!hoooooraaay XD
*waveeeee* to spring n *shoooo* to freakin winter = )
2nd day of spring....d weather is jz nice
i dun hafta b an eskimo d luuuuu =D
i like how d sun shines n d wind breezeeeee
havin 1week break from uni
wondering y do dey call it a HOLIDAY when its freakin not a holiday to d students at all
GOSH....after d break means all d assignments n reports wud b screaming "I'M DUE...DO ME!!" n even d mid sem exams shouting at u "STARDEE ME!!!"
DIE le laeeeeeeeeee....all oso haven touch punya >.<
i've hide my books in a box so i dun c dem in d 1st few days of d break >.<
sianz la....tmr hafta korek dem out n touch dem d
no more slackin dis sem....so ganbade bah
YOSHHHHH!!!!!
hav been counting down d days....anticipated n cant wait till december arrives ^ ^
dis has owez kept me motivated so far in dis whole new sem

dis song is jz sooo nice n touching...made me a ham bao again *sob sob*

p/s : zra zra dadi....dun complain d la...blog in ang mo d...shyt la...cant express my feelings in ang mo....ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm such a noob >________<

2008-08-23T18:05:00.004+08:00

昨天不知为何,心血来潮的想画些什么给他
不曾使用过电脑的任何program来画画
想挑战自己
我的limit到底在那里???
photoshop对我来说是熟悉的
但,也非常的陌生
每次拍了新作品多多少少都会使用photoshop来edit些什么的
对我来说是sap sap sui的
就像我的banner...拍完了我就会留在学校edit...因为我的lappie没photoshop T___T
还以为老哥的lappie有photoshop...谁知...kip xim ar...不能用 >.<
只好用自己的lappie来download trial version >.<
idea是有了...可是不知怎么的trial version好像很多东西都没法用
非常的kip xim T____T
没放弃
失败了...再来过
他竟然还吐了一句..."不要等下明天都画不完"
哇...竟然不说些鼓励的话...真kip xim
好像真的看soi我...伤心啊
suak...过分啊
谢谢panda整晚都陪着我
想哭的时候有她的安尉
谢谢她不断的鼓励和逗我笑 =D
他回来了...可是我就是没画好
idea不停的更改...最后就随便的画
不知不觉就画出了一些些东西
终于笑了...看到了头绪
他不停的问到底在画什么
只好print screen给他看了
得到的回应让我沮丧了
哭了...觉得自己真白痴...怎么画的那么烂啊
边哭边画...就只想把我的心意画完
不在乎他喜不喜欢...我都会把它画完的
我...真的不在乎吗???
不在乎那为什么还要哭啊???
我...在乎
沉默了
他又察觉到我的不对劲了
他...问了我很多问题
我...回答着...可是不知道为什么眼泪....也跟着狂飙了
很多话想对他说...可是不知道要怎么说
只能用一句谢谢来代表所有我想对他说的
说会陪我一直到我把它完成
感动了
也知道他累了...不停的劝...但,他却迟迟不肯睡
自责了
慢慢的...他睡着了
mute了mic...不想吵到他
听到他熟睡的声音...我傻傻的笑了
整晚为了画画没吃到东西....凌晨时...开始gastric了
疼痛的感觉真的很不好受
不能半途而废...一定要画完它
5.30am....我终于完成了
松了一口气
我知道作品很糟糕...我真的是个noob
我也很抱歉
笨蛋....对不起
这是我小小的心意...给最特别的他

jiwang >.<

2008-08-18T15:23:00.004+08:00

用ang mo写部落格总是让我词穷
很早就想用吊儿郎当的华语来稀里哈啦一下
可是华语也让我很头痛啊~~~~~~
救命啊~~~~
这个post纯粹只是cincai来的啦
paiseh lae >.<

最近也不知怎么了...几乎每天都很jiwang >.<
可能是jiwang的歌听太多了吧

前几天爹地度过了他的49岁生日
已经是第3年没能陪在他身边一起庆祝了
也慢慢的习惯了这种感觉
可是一向很emo的我...不知不觉的...让泪水不由自主的淋湿了双颊
爹地很内向...内向的他似乎不懂得如何表达他的情感
或许男生都几乎是这样吧
一句dadi i love u...没有一次是可以得到回应的...不要紧的...因为你的宝贝大小姐我感受得到你心里那个回应
从小疼爱我的心让我渐渐的习惯,也了解到这些事是不需要言语来表达的
只要用心感触一定能够感觉到那藏在心里最深处的感受
记得小时候...那些无聊的大人们都很喜欢问"妹妹...你爱爹地比较多还是妈咪多一些呢???"
每次都被这无聊的问题考倒了 =S
现在不需思考的...我就可以作答了
爹地妈咪两个都一样重要一样疼爱我一样纵容我...爱你们的心都是一样多的

我的生日你们还记得吗???
再过几个月我就20岁咯
18岁生日时...还好有表姐妹记得
记得表姐特地到阿姨家把礼物送给我...阿姨很冷的就说了一句"哦...你生日哦"
静悄悄我就走回房间了
那是我第一次度过好孤独的生日
还好有一群朋友们的sms祝福着
第二天,考完foundation最后一科,跑出去和表姐妹和朋友吃了一顿饭
表姐说去唱K,然后还丢下我一个人叫我去车帮他们拿东西,原来是礼物呢
走进K房时,P0P P0P P0P的喷到我全身都是...然后大家都唱了生日歌
吓呆了,感动了...不知所错了...真的很谢谢你们
19岁生日时...电话不停的响...比去年多了很多祝福
二哥记得了
考完试的他匆匆忙忙的赶到city买了蛋糕就跑去我家
莫名其妙的...我也管不了那么多...继续读我的书来应付隔天的考试
听到哥和妈通电话...说生日没什么大不了的嘛...我心酸了
等到8点多...哥终于把早就准备好的蛋糕拿出来了...笑了
20岁的生日会是怎样的呢???
确定的是...又是考试期间.....闷啊~~~~
今年又有谁记得呢???
开心的是今年会是我第一次祝福和我同年同月同日出生的他
气的是他既然会在生日前考完试 >.<

前几天突然的非常jiwang
没有正确的理解你所说的
也没有开口问清楚
心酸了...伤心了...泪水装满了眼眶...撑不住了...稀里哗啦的泪湿了双颊和衣服
我安静了...你察觉到了我的不对劲
告诉你了...我不小心的养成了一个坏习惯...习惯了你的存在和陪伴
你解释了...可是不知道为什么我总是理解错了
你一声都没说的就走出去吹风了
不知所错的哭的更惨了
你回来时我还是一句话也不说
问我怎么了...终于还是跟你说了...这次我终于正确的了解了你所说的
原来是我理解能力差啦~~~~
我很傻吧????呵呵 =p
因为我的无知,不可理喻,蛮不讲理...向你道歉了
笨蛋...真的对不起耶
你说你也是emo类的
我的心情是很容易可以影响到你的
所以啊...你说以后有什么事一定要跟你说...不要再把所有东西都憋在心里面
谢谢你愿意当我的垃圾桶
那天你毫无保留的跟我说了很多东西
不知不觉的就聊到早上7点多了
谢谢你肯跟我说那么多东西
我也渐渐的更了解你多一点了

信任大考验我成功了 ^ ^
最主要是谢谢你对我的信任
相信我的你...昨晚没set alarm
被你的信任感动的我不想让你失望
非常自动的7点就起床了...等着7.30的到来
初初还有点担心你不接skype call
拨第2通时想用手机打给你了...luckily你接了skype call
了解到你每天都morning call我的感觉了

currently listening to =) Ö»ÒªÄãÔÚ - ÏôãÈÈÊ

我们家小熙熙长大咯~~~~
可爱吧???????
我也这么觉得呢 = )
羡慕的话自己去生一个咯 =D

gomenasai >___________<

2008-08-11T03:00:00.004+08:00

heyz guyz...i'm sowie for neglecting my bloggie for such a long time
there's alot to update actually but oh well u noe me well...i'm LAZY
so i'll try my best to write as much as i can....lolx =D
so plzzzz stop nagging n ask me to update d la coz i'm doin it now altho its sooo gonna b a piece of shyt >___________________<
been reli bz for d past 6weeks o so tats y i dun hav d chance to grab a nice cup of hot choc n stick my arse to my beddie n do some blogging....i'm sowie
my days were filled up wit eat sleep chat work drama
so i guess i kinda fully used up my holidays n i'm glad tat i did =D

its been some sort of i dunno how to say it but mb i shud say it has bcum a habit for me to chat wit dese two particular great ppl....ANGE DA PANDIE GRANNIE n my CLONE
still rmb when pandie cant on9 for a certain period it made me missed her like hell lotzzz T.T
but luckily we still can get to sms but i felt sowie n guilty for causing her wasting so much money to reload her fon...sowie ANGE >.<
i lub dem to itsy bitsy bits <3

generally i had a fight wit d doorman aka d DOG on saturday which made me quit my job in d restaurant LOL
he asked d other staffs to go opposite d street n giv out d discount vouchers n for sure they all came n complain to me
so i said to d DOG tat he shud n he can do it himself n tats his job...y d hell does he nd d waitstaff to do it n hello OLD DOG...none of d restaurant in northbridge asked deir waitstaff to do d freaking useless thingy ok..... oh well...d DOG got pissed n walked into d bar n said he wud hav do it himself if he cud n shouted at me tat its fine den he'll do it alone den i got pissed as well n straight away grab d vouchers n menu n walked off d restaurant to d opposite street
when he saw me walkin out he told me he dun wan me to do it n asked me to walk bak in ignored him n continue walking my way out
den he fcuking came across n fcuking lectured me in front of so many pedestrian damn it...i'm doing wad u wanted d wad d fcuk r u still unhapi bout fcukin old dog???
its jz standing out dere in d cold for fcukin 30mins n i noe d waitstaffs can manage everything in d restaurant without me for 30mins coz it wun b bz tat time
gosh...he fcuking acted like he's d manager n he's in charge sayin dey r his staff n shud listen to him....HELLO OLD DOG....i neva rmb d boss said u're d manager o person in charge ok....ITS ME WHO'S IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING OK DUMB ARSE
den he ordered me to go bak n fcukin scolded me childish WTF
being me...for sure i dun even giv a damn n continue standing dere n he started to threaten me he wud walk off since i dun wanna walk bak...
oh yea???fine den...u pissed me off...i had enuf of u n its time for me to quit n a gud reason for me to quit...guyz look...he fcukin pointed at ur nose n use his finger to ask u to come over like u're a dog o wad...every single time ok...d waitstaffs complained not onli once but everyday...n he fcukin sexually harassed one of d staff n caused her to quit
i straight away walked bak to d restaurant n throwed everything den took my stuffs wit me n said loudly "GO IN N TELL D BOSS I'M GONE" den walked away
every waitstaffs r stun n freaked off LOL
i called one of d chef n told him wad happened n asked him to tell d boss
den for sure d boss keep callin me n sms me ask me to go bak
BUT i'm sowie la...i cant stand it anymore... i dun wanna suffer working dere anymore...its not reli a hapi working environment...
i'm onli hapi workin on sunday lunch when its onli me running all d bar n d floor wit jack n jim n jay in d kitchen....we had so much fun =D jack...jim...jay...wendy...nicky...melissa...pat...daniel...desmond...nicole i heart u guyz n u guyz r d best =D
shyt i'm fcuking JOBLESS now...lmao

uni started...gonna b d 2nd week of uni...kinda nervous coz d units r damn hard dis sem hopefully i can do well n achieve gud grades
for pandiee n clone n ahui n d rest out dere....gambateh for a whole new sem...all d best =D
no more slacking dis sem....muz do well n fight all d way till d end...AZA AZA
thx to clone for waking me up everyday for uni =D
skype call wit him has been on d whole nitez so tat he can BOOO to wake me up in d morning its reli so saweet of him =D
da ben dan...reli thx alot =D

dramas are gud....i can fill up d pail wit my tears...
shyt la...every single drama tat i watch sure make me cry one T.T
make my eyes so swollen everyday....
dey said i'm way too emo d....cried too much...i'm a ham bao

clone was kinda not in d mood today.... i can feel d hurt he felt...it hurts alot
he trust me alot n i'm glad bout it =D
i felt so helpless....he's reli too special to me tat i felt guilty n sowie for him if i can't help him n if my advises sux
i can feel tat u're hiding sth when u on ur webby...its jz so not u...
lookin helplessly at my screen...wondering wads wrong wit u...i reli dunno y but i noe its bcoz of TAT...was hopin tat when u're tired n bored playin wit ur webby u wud tell me....tok to me finally...u let out all d hidden words in ur heart...i tried to help...hopin its d best...i cried
da ben dan....jz wanna let u noe tat plz dun keep everything deep inside ur heart...sha dan me will owez owez owez b here 4u n b ur rubbish bin......coz u r special to me...plz rmb dis

shyt....i'm tired n sleepy d...i'm off to beddie now
d latest n up-to-date sab for now
currently listening to dis song =D
ÔÀ´Äã¾ÍÔÚÎÒÉí±ß - ÏôãÈÈÊ

lz to update

2008-06-30T14:39:00.006+08:00

walao wei yaaaaaaa......
paiseh for not updating my bloggie =X
dis is gonna b d fastest post i've eva done...took me less than 10mins XD

m i reli tat bz till i've got no time to update????
i dunno d answer as well....
as usual i was being vampire....yes nonstop VAMPIRING
work n work n work everyday reli make me sianzzz...DULAN siii
so fcuking tired n stressed wit my JOBS
yalar...morning work in hotel den nite in d restaurant
it reli sux when i finish work late at nite n going bak to work damn fcukin early in d morning again
URRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
sab sab mau mati dah
n yes d condition get worst now....
i'm sick...seriously sick but i still cant help stop vampiring XD
i've got dis stupid toothache....perhaps its d stupid wisdom tooth...damn it my face is so swollen bcoz of d fcukin tooth....wad????wisdom tooth come out oni got wisdom izzit?????2ndly i got sore throat *cough cough* wahaha my voice bcum so man d....3rdly i kena flu *sniff sniff* sounds lagi man wei....
sometimes i reli feel like fainting when i'm walkin bak home after work....
dis winter is reli too cold n in addition wit my stupiak shiat sickness....its reli killing meeee
d cool breeze....its soooo cold n dry till my eyes n nose damn sore la...pain si si =X

currently addicted to MEETOTO....met some cool n nice n fun ppl in dere XD

sem 1 result's out......
its totally wad i've expected to get =X
one word.......SHIAT
2nd word......FCUK
3rd word.......DAMN
4th word.......SIANZ
5th word......AMEN
a big big big big BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGG thx to my dearest irreplacable for cheering me up =)

ok....nd to clarify tat all d pics are taken totally MANUALLY ok...dun ask me anymore

THEME:::::::::SITOBELEI:::::::::::
its all REAL sitobelei
currently listening to dis song =)
¬K®L¬î¥V - ÀF³§D

lonely lonely me

2008-06-18T18:55:00.005+08:00

everyone's flying off today T.T
sim's flight was pretty on time =)
wahahaha.....amy's n jessie's flight bak home wit tigerairways at 9.35pm got delayed till 1am
wad can i say huh?????
amy memang damn unlucky lo...
everytime her flight sure got macam macam de....EVERY SINGLE TIME
bro's flying off to hk n china for study tour at 12.15am later
i'm gonna b home alone for d whole 2weeks T.T
~~~lonely....i'm miss lonely....i'm nobody~~~~~
my place is consider near to d airport
i can hear n c planes flying pass my place everyday
tinkin.....i wanna go home
when can i finally go bak home again???
aikz.....i got a job interview for HOLIDAY INN tomolo
cham le la....i've got no confidence at all
i've got a feeling tat.....
i noe i'll screw up my interview T.T
i noe i surely cant get d job T.T

hmmm.....browse thru my stuffs today n found my photography stuffs
dis is one of d portfolio.....d theme is city of light

d 1st 4 pics were taken at KING'S PARK
imagine sab was alone dere from nite till d next morning juz to capture some nice pics for d portfolio = =
d worst thing was tat....it was spring n its still damn cold = =

d following 3pics were taken at BELL TOWER
erk.......count as pass hor?????
more to come in d next post =)
dun cincai grab my pics plz.....
plz ask for my permission 1st (i noe u guyz wun ask la)

m currently listening to dis song noh =)
«Ü¥Î¤O - ÀF³§D

a letter to ue

2008-06-15T10:13:00.009+08:00

A letter to dadi and mami....

i have never expressed my feelings to you....my beloved ones
all these years i have been keeping it to myself
there's a lot of things i wanted to say....want to tell you
before i started writing this post, i already know what i wanted to say
now...when i just started to type the first alphabet, my brain went blank
totally blank....i have lost my words
its just so hard to express it in english as my english is not good
i have always know that dadi and mami love me the most since i am born
you have always longed for a daughter and that makes a clear gap on how you have cared,loved and treated me throughout these 19years and 7months
i have never complained about my appearance
but why couldn't i be like all other girls????
i want to be pretty and cute too
why must it be me???
the more i grow up the more uneasy i feel about my appearance
but nothing could change it....i can only learn how to accept it
i never blame you on this
i am glad that i am born without any disability and that's enough
i know that i have not been a good girl all these while
i have been really disobedient, naughty and naive
i have always got whatever i wanted
brothers have always complain about the unfairness
you have really spoilt me too much
i was once so naive that i nagged n bugged you everyday to send me here to further my studies
i tried anything i could do just to come here
i was really happy that i could finally achieve one of my dreams to further my studies overseas since i was a kid
i was so excited and anticipated for that day to arrive
counting down the days make me feel like i am not ready for all these...i am not willing to leave
i can always remember the day you sent me off to persuade my dream
tears dropped uncontrollably showing the unwillingness to let go
even until now....everytime you send me off tears has never bid farewell
from that very second i have to learn to grow up....be more independent
i could no longer stand behind,letting you to protect me and let you handle all the problems and obstacles
i have never know the obstacles that lies beneath every second of life because i know that no matter what you will always be right there with me
without you beside me,everything seems so hard and impossible
now that i learn that the reality of this world is cruel
survival skills and money seems to be the factors that have troubled me
i am always trying my best to do well in my studies and earn lot of money too to pay off all my expenses
its really hard...i know i am useless but i really tried my best
my studies....my result...HD and D has seem to be getting further from me
i could no longer has that achievement anymore
i have been really homesick
really just too homesick to get concentrated on my studies
you have open the cage and let go of me wishing for a better future for me
and that has always been what i wanted
but why???why have i regretted so much on choosing this path????
i should have just stay back in malaysia to continue my studies before furthering it here
friends told me that i had missed and lost the fun that i should have enjoyed
schooling back there is really more relaxed and fun
its my mistake
every kids has always wished for pursuing their studies overseas including me
when we reach this foreign land,yes i admit i am really happy that my dream has come true
its just like a bird who has just been let out of the cage,enjoying the freedom she never has before
sooner or later the birdie will start to feel tired and sad of this...she could no longer stay comfortably in her cage without the need of worrying about any single thing
people has always say that love is blind...now that i would like to say that dreams are blind
i have always been wondering too if i have chosen the right course
you said its my life and you wanted me to choose on my own
dadi has always been my idol
i admire that you worked in the hospital laboratory before and this has always make me feel so proud
and this has always been set in my mind that i wanted to be like you
thats why i have chosen this biomedical science and molecular biology
asking myself again now....is it really what i wanted to do???
i can only say no it's not
i really regretted choosing this course over engineering which is what i really wanted to do
well...perhaps there is no more turning back
so now no matter how hard it is for me....no matter how many times i failed badly and upset you....i will do all i could do to finish this course
i just want to say it in a simple way::::::::::::::::
THANKS for EVERYTHING

its father's day today
dadi its the 2nd time i am celebrating this special day without you
i am really lack of words now
i just want to wish you HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
and I LUB UE

i would like to share 3songs today....expressing my words through the songs
although the lyrics said mami....but dadi....its for you as well

this song represents the naive SAB before....
01.Mama Mama - 张韶涵

this song is what i want to tell you now....
mama i love you - zhang han yun

this song is what i want to tell you in the future....
mama - vanness wu

i miss my family so much
i have been crying every single day
its just so funny that i can be so happy laughing this second and totally turned 180 degrees being emotional letting my tears flow down
its not that i want to be like this
i just couldn't control myself
your voice...your smile...your everything just couldn't stop running through my mind
i just want to go back home
can you bring me back home????
back to where i belong

it hasn't been raining for a few days
but today it rained
the rain woke me up from my dream
i walked out to the balcony helplessly and cried
even the sky knows that i miss u

LovE,
SaB
xoxoxo

randomly feeling bored

2008-06-14T22:07:00.005+08:00

yesterday was black friday....friday d 13th
normally ppl wud say TGIF....if u dunno wad it means i tell u bah...TGIF means ThankGodItsFriday.....but i dun feel TGIF yesterday....bcoz its a black friday
apparently i canceled all my schedulessss except workin in d morning lo
damn it i was being so superstitious la....
coz there's a damn fcuking fat n scary black cat wondering ard my apartment
fcukin stupid cat owez scared d hell out of me at nitez....goddamnit
T.T dun wanna HAK for d whole yr wei so dun go out betta.....
yea la...being a vampire...for sure when d sun is so damn high up i wud b sleeping like a pig
slept from 12 till 7-ish....den straight away called my cousinz
OMG!!!!!!walao wei....crying????erk.......
haven hear her cry for such a damn long time d wei....dun even rmb d last time was when d
well...she had her finance wad eva stuff exam....n she said she's so gonna fail d exam
OMG.....she fail eh????she will fail oso o?????
adui....wad eva la.....try to pujuk her bak till my saliva oso dry d....
my gosh...i juz woke up n nd to tam fan ppl....my brain factory still not operating la....
GEEEEZZZ luckily she lauf bak jor =D
look ppl....if u tink u're gonna fail den fail la....wad for cry since it was a past tense d????juz move on n concentrate on d next paper.....wait until u get ur results den if reli fail tat time cry still lai de ji baaaaaaaa....save ur tears n till tat time satu kali pour out...lidat baru song maaaa....lolx

sianz.....holiday 1week oni....damn sianz sianz sianz liao.....
i'm reli a damn piggy vampire =.o
c la.....my look now...wakao wei....damn terrible laaaaaaaaaaa
my fren played wit my fon juz now n force me.....FORCE me to post this damn yong sui pic up
shit laaaaa....taken dis pic yesterday b4 startin to work.....damn fcuking yong sui

WARNING!!!!!!if u got heart attack o wad....plz b prepared....u might amen when u c d following pic....o u can now proceed to d "X" n off dis window.....up to u.....amen not my business o!!!!
wellz....last nite i had been listening to dis two songs....continuously
yeap....if u listen to d songs according to sequence....its reli damn nice lo....
lub it to itsy bitsy bits......make me cry oni T.T
some how all of my frenz asked me...how come i owez listen to such a COLD DOOR (direct translation from chinese) song but owez damn nice one...bcoz i GENG ma XD

hope u guyz like d songs too......enjoy =)

03.¤À¤âÂ§ - ¤¸½ÃÄ±¿ô

tuo niao -

money minded

2008-06-12T23:05:00.004+08:00

current mood : moody + fan arh
y y y y y y y??????????????
its all bcoz of MONEY!!!!!!!!!!
i went to atm to withdraw money to pay for my rental
lalala....was damn hapi la tat time
BUT
WTF?????!!!!!!!!!
y left so few oni????where my money hilang liao???????
i was so stunned n speechless.....i've got no idea at all where it all went
where did i spent it on????how did i spent till 1k gone in less than 2weeks???
halo!!!!!! OnE ThousanD wei T.T
come bak n check thru my on9 statement
its all de rentals n supplementary exam fees for my last sems' fault T.T
y is my rental so exp????????i reli cant afford it any longer
i'm soooo POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR now =(
i nd money....yes i nd money!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've gotta start looking for a 2nd job to cover up all my expenses =(
i cudnt tell mami tat i'm omoz bankrupt coz i noe she wud surely send me money but i reli dun wan her money.....i reli wanna earn it on my own as i owez used to......to pay off all of my expenses....but d price of omoz everything has gone up....increasing dramatically till i feel i'm suffocating
my brain....my mind....is all bout money money money now......Money isnt everything........
it can buy a bed - but not sleep
it can buy a clock - but not time
it can buy a book - but not knowledge
it can buy u a position - but not respect
it can buy u medicine - but not health
it can buy u blood - but not life
so u c....money isnt everything....n it often causes pain n suffering....i tell u dis bcoz i m ur fren......n as a fren.....i wanna take away all ur pain n suffering.....

SO SEND ME ALL UR MONEY N I'LL SUFFER FOR U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sab holiday....fren exam

2008-06-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

(u can find dis in my human pets tale in facebook)

FOR THOSE WHO R FACING EXAMzzzzzz.......
i've got a suggestion XD

Make a copy of all lecture notes...Burn d original into ashes...Mix wit water n drink it...All will assimilate into ur blood n carry to ur brain...u will score 100 marks!!!
But dun throw d photocopy notes lar, in case brain disk crashed lo...at least still can refer lae =)
If urs is MCQ exams, n if u dunno d answer, roll d 2B pencil 3 times n average d number...Use tat number n c where it stops at d ABCDE XD
Also, when u enter d exam hall, point to 5 persons around u...repeat
"u fail u fail" n "I pass"...of coz in ur heart only larh...otherwise ppl will whack u *faints*
lolx....its superstitious but it might works XD
worth to visualise it in ur head to boost up ur confidence \(^_^)/

ALL THE BEST!!!!

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!+U +U +U!!!!!!!GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!

p/s: got song for dis post geh...but my internet quota finish d....so cant upload any songs...by da way....tat song is "考试中"....a damn cute song

my niece turned 1 on sunday....haven got d pics from dem yet coz according to mami....everyone at home is sick...including my baby niece valerie T.T **hope they can get well soon**

my baby valerie....xiao xi xi =) got leng lui ma????she's juz like a photocopy series of my bro oh~~~n got look a bit like me oso oh.....teehee =)

another homesick post

2008-06-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

i've been very HOMESICK........
getting serious after my mum msn me on thursday
was totally moody after seeing her msg
i hate family issues
been awake d whole nite tryin to study....
nth went in my brain....nth at all
so many things running thru my mind...my brain
tears flowed out slowly.....cudnt control it
decided to sms mami early in d morning
apologizes on behalf of dadi....on d -ve side....yes he was wrong n he reli shud tink b4 he acts....but on d +ve side....it shows tat he care n love her so much....i'm reli scared....i dun wanna c anything bad happen in my family....i've seen enuf since young...been thru all d ups n downs....i'm reli tired of it....wheneva an issue arise i felt so useless....i can oni stand aside in d corner alone...crying....now tat i've grown up....i start to express my feelings....n of cos i'm not brave enuf to say it out...technologies r a great help at dis time....n i dun wan dem to c me keep crying....i hafta hide myself from dem....continue crying alone.....i lub my family so much tat i reli dun wan anything bad to happen...not a single one...i cant lose anyone of dem....my loved ones....i miss dem so much....i've been cryin every single day....cudnt control....i can b so hapi n cheerful d second b4 n totally turned 360 degrees d next second....its like all of a sudden d tears dropped without any acknowledgment....i'm shocked too...i can oni say tat 想念是会呼吸的痛....i told her i'm really homesick....i envy my frenz...i envy dem transferring bak to msia to study bcos dey r damn homesick like me....i said i wanna go bak to study....i juz wanna b somewhere near my family n home...we r kids....n yes kids r ambitious....every kids wud wan to hav d chance to further their studies overseas....including me...we wud try anything we cud do to get ourselves overseas....when we're sent here we r so hapi....finally out of d cage...flying freedomly without any tots...sooner o later we're bored of dis....we started to miss those days when we're still in d cage...d symptom of homesick started to show up....now oni we noe tat home is owes d warmest n best place eva....i juz wanna go home....juz wanna go home.....i got an instinct....i noe i wud fail badly dis time....i'm juz too homesick to get concentrated on my studies...i noe i'm a failure...i noe i've upset dem...they put so much hope in me but in return i let dem down...i dun mind starting all over again in msia....juz bring me home to d place i belong to....i'm freaking homesick....mum replied me saying dey r fine...no matter how hard it is she wans me to b brave to finish my studies for myself n not for dem....n ask me not to say i wanna go bak to study anymore....when she noes tat i'm gonna fail again...her response is different dis time...normally she wud kind of scold me but not reli scold...dis time she says its alrite...juz do betta next time...tears had neva stopped...invigilator were shocked to c me crying throughout d exam...keep askin if i'm alrite...NO I'M NOT....i betta stop talkin bout dis...tears keep dropping again *wipe my tears*

after exam i went out wit rakish,elaine n crystal to do some shopping n dinner
crystal like sth chinese....so we decided to go to Hawker for dinner =) hawker is owes soooo bz n full....we waited for more 30minutes to get a table...geeeeez
i performed a trick b4 d dinner.....i was sooo nervous but luckily it all work out rite =)

being typical msian....dis is wad we decided to order...sambal kangkung
sweet n sour pork
hainanese chicken
mapo tofu

elaine d JB gal enjoying her dinner =)rakish originally a Miri boy den moved to Selangor =)crystal d french gal.....she is juz sooooooo pretty

HAPPY HOLIDAY n enjoy ur trips......i'll c u guys in sem 2 in 8weeks time =)

i'm sowie i freaked u guys out dese few days cos i'm reli emo....sowie
sowie to jazzie as well cos i FFFK(fcukin fong fei kei) on u yesterday =(

i'm currently listening to dis song =)
天空tian kong - ¬P¥ú¤G¯Z

a historical moment

2008-06-05T20:16:00.005+08:00

THANK YOU for reading my crap bloggie =)
i'm proud to announce tat it has juz reached 1115 numbers of visit at 8.08pm!!!!!
YES~~~wad a coincidence wit all those numbers.....its my bday date 881115 =)
this is a historical moment of my life **laufs** to share wit all of u **hooray**it has been great blogging here for d past 1month wit 33posts....i'm hapi tat all of u supported my blog which is a baby blog compared to all those fancy n amateurs ones....there has been alot of ups n downs throughout these whole 33posts....the happiness n sadness....i've shared wit u all n thx for walking thru wit me all d times =) u guys r d best my dear frenz....n to those anonymous too...thx for reading my blog..i HEART u all to itsy bitsy bits xoxoxo (for those ppl i hate n i noe u read my blog....sowie la...i dun feel like thanking u)

i'm currently listening to dis song =)
~BE WITH ME & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
hope tat all of u gonna be wit me n stay on reading my blog....n d bday song hahaha cos it reached my bday date so pandai pandai put a bday song here XD
Be With Me - olivia
Happy Birthday To Me - ÀF³§D

vAMPiR3 cl0N3 0f hANtU

2008-06-05T06:47:00.003+08:00

halooo got miss hantu mou??? \(^_^)/
starting to get supa lazy to blog d moh...sianz noh
ok la i'll do a supa fast blog today cos i'm SUPA TIRED....its 6.52am now
GEEEEEEEZ i've been hantu again noh XD
so i woke up at 2pm cos obviously i throw away my lappie at 4.30am

wake up -> groceries -> cook n eat n msn n fb -> BIG ARGUMENT wit stupiak bro -> hugging my lappie n cry -> bro come for settlement by offering cooking me lamb chop -.-" -> eat again -> still stickin my eyes to my screen -> continuous eating -> laundry -> eating -> bath -> walked down to buy coke as i'm cravin for it to boost me up -> eating -> of cos still cant leave my lappie yet -> eating -> finally get to msn wit my CLONE \(^_^)/ -> eat eat eat!!!nonstop eating like pig!!! -> FINALLY touched my BIO212 @ 5am -> eat eat again!!! ->blogging -> gonna nap a while [walile....totally slacking wooooo!!!!fuiyoh mati d la]

i lub my chocolate swirl bavarian cake to d max XDnow i'm looking like vampire again

damn loooo....i'm over confident wit my BIO212...sei lo dis time...c jor past exam paper juz now i was like WTF....so hard noh....no ABCDE lemme shoot lae =X all muz sendiri crack head n po pe down one...hohoho now oni start to kan cheong d too late liao looo sab sab!!!!!!early early noe ma gd lo....every time last minute de....den later cant finish study cry again...memang serves myself right laaaarh...BAKA!!!!****hopefully tmr exam can lemme po pe sth n pass noh****
HANTU +U noh~~~~~~

sianz la...nd to meet up my BMS264 group mate tmr after exam to do d peer assessment stuff...mati la me....i missed so many meetings b4 due to balik from msia late + appointment wit doc.....n i got a last minute stupiak gastrol den cant attend d oral presentation....DIE...my marks sure they gimme low like shit nah =( suan le bah....

y is everything soooo ngam geh????
1st my dadi zra zra transfer bak to miri curtin from usa n damn him keep tempting me go curtin wit him
2nd getting to noe more n more ppl from miri curtin (including my CLONE)
3rd i wanna do engineering....curtin miri sounds gd
4th everyone dere nia...make me wanna go dere oso =(
MAMI!!!!!i wanna go miri curtin....can party gao gao dere...lolx XD

WAAAA!!!!!BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!!!!
I FOUND MY CLONE!!!!!!!!!
ok...i'm damn shiok chatting wit my CLONE(i'm sowie to all of u bcos i kinda ignored ur msn msges....lololol sowie yah)....we r born in d same day larrr....881115 =D i'm finding dis sooo fun....we got d exact same personalities -.-" semua sama saje....OMIGOSH!!!!i can c myself in him....die lu cham lu....d oni diff is he's a guy n i'm a gal -.-" erh tat vampire like dark red so i'm gonna use dark red for dis post(dis is d darkest red i can find -.-")

TADAAAAA!!!!!!introducing my leng zai n cute clone to all of u bah (gals u can cuci mata liao)

haha....damn it i lurve his drawings larrrrrr....TERlalu CUTE!!!!yes tats his sign =)
i'm currently listening to dis song =)
shi lian wu zui -

starting to have fun

2008-06-03T02:57:00.005+08:00

walao....i hate havin exam during public holiday
yalah....wasting my precious time as i nd to get on d 2nd train to perth n 2nd train n bus to uni
it was like soooooo damn early @_@
9am exam n i flew out of my place at 7am...geeeeeeeez
so.....exam was alrite but i din study...so not ok for me T.T
nvm la...fail ma fail lo....cant save jor
BYE BMS 264
after exam i went to my auntssss house
had laksa for my brunch n its delicious....yummy yo
next destination = park + playground

its a nice day (FINALLY after raining continuously for a couple of days)

yi xin's bored of playin d swing alone n started to hang herself n swing lidattong xin swinging in d air when being lifted up by her dad in d balancing look alike stuff
yes....dis is my uncle....he's juz like a kid....tats y we all lub him <3

qi hang is sand-swimming
d size 5's foot step of her life....yes its MEEEEEEi lub playin wit d swing.....swinging out all d unhappiness n swing out d journey of my life

had dinner in another aunt's house....too many ppl too lil foods =S
den we headed to MALAGA for laser gun (sth like dis la...duno wads it call)
we played from 7.30pm to 9pm
it was soooooo FUN
we payed for 2games...but we're all damn shiok n enjoyin d game sooo much tat we played another one......sooooo mm se tak to end d WAR XD

the group of 7......yes spot my uncle dere?????told ya he's still a kid
hantu n hantu's bro memang like to pose la....(post d cant c my face one cos d other pics make me feel like laufing....imagine me wit tat garang face....lmao)
yap....i'm ranked 4th throughout d 3games
branda took my socks causing me tak ada socks to wear....hence bcum like dis (blame myself too as i noe its bleedin dah during d game but didnt care bout it n continue gaming!!!!its team work n i cant giv up half way during d war....nd to ensure my team WIN n yes we WON!!!!)i'm currently listening to dis song =)
shou hai zhe -

next up n d final paper is GENETIC ENGINEERING
i lub gene eng so much tat i'm startin to party now XD

last nite some FCUKING BASTARD n yes its d same IDIOTIC BASTARD.....spoiled my leng leng mood thru msn!!!!!FCUK U laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

next mission = after exam will start to delete msn contacts!!!!!URGH!!!!!!!

so many ABCDE yet so lil time

2008-05-31T23:56:00.004+08:00

yes la....vivi come over to c how HANTU i bcum
hantu tryin to study.....TRIED her best
BUT
when M&M's dark choc came
AND
green sexy minty M&M'S arrive
they fought amongst each other....and obviously d green dominates n WONnow tat d war was over n they live happily eva after in my HANTU's tummy =)

garh....i reli nd to tie up my hair when studyin
result of duncareiamlazytotieup=playin wit my hair den cant study -.-"
but i reli dun like to tie up la....look damn suckie when ikat rambut ini

thunder storm today....geeeeeezzzz
all d public transport were delayed....causing me late for exam kih
luckily not tat late for exam oso....lucky me la....
BUT
exam was like WTF WTH SHIT DAMN IT FCUK
1st section dere's like 70MCQ n all d answers r damn similar
fcuk it...there's like 20% of chance to get d rite answer...tembak aje la
AMEN d.....reli can amen d....confirm fail....FAILLLLLLLL

OMG....look at me...reli look like HANTU!!!!
xxx:"sab...omg!!"
sab:"shuddup i noe"
xxx:"u've been hardworking erh?"
sab:"nah been slackin off"
xxx:"den y like dis?"
sab:"panda eyes+gold fish eyes+mashimaro eyes n d pimples rite??!!!i feel like dyin"
xxx:"haha...damn it can oni c u like dis during exam"
sab:"blahh...i noe...damn"
bla bla bla bla bla bla

to my dearest little brother:::::::
HAPPY 9TH BDAY!!!!
MWAHZZZZZZ!!!!!!LUB YA!!!!!!!!!n by da way....SELAMAT HARI GAWAI!!!!!!!!

NEXT UP= BIOMEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY
CONDITION = SLACKING OFF....FLANKING IT....SUPER SATURATED

i'm currently listening to dis song =)
qidainideai.wma - lin jun jie

confirm AMEN

2008-05-30T18:44:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT I M A FCUKIN SLOW READER!!!!!
AMEN d la dis time...reli can amen wei
still got 140++pages to go
how to finish so many fcukin pages in 14hrs yo???
me damn slow reader laeeeeeeeee
ate jor 3half boiled eggs juz now (erh dun later get TELUR balik den i reli will cry wei)
damn stupid stressed symptoms showin demselves dah....me havin stupid tummy ache again
mati la reli die laaaa.....like dis how to exam wei -.-"
sianz d la....dun k...tmr juz hantam saja lah
ppl out dere....wish me luck yo
HANTU GAMBATEH \(^_^)/

tak ada song for dis post....no time for music noh...sowie ya

**HANTU crawls bak to study....stickin her eyes to her biochem book**

MALAYSIAN ARTISTES FOR UNITY

2008-05-29T02:56:00.004+08:00

haloooo once again =)

my fellow readers....r u msianz????
proud to b msianz???
check out dis http://www.malaysianartistesforunity.info/
erh...tunggu la...not msianz oso i dun k la...anyone from any corner of d universe pls check d website n help help yo =)

pls help to spread dis out by simply downloading d song o video or requesting dem to ur fav radio o tv station or even by participating in any broadcasted contests or activities related to dis project (i wud request d song n even participate in d activities if i'm in msia now). abothen u can help by posting or embedding d banners, song n video in websites, blogs n etc =) RMB!!! helping dem to spread d WORD is d best thing anyone can do for dem......tolong la abang kakak adik uncle aunty.......THX yo

randomly mixed

2008-05-29T00:30:00.004+08:00

ok guyz....d following two pix sux.....HONESTLY
i reli dunno wad r kids nowadays tinkin of....
y d hell do dey wanna hurt demselves like dis???
its not like dere's oni a guy o gal in dis world....
cant make up wit dis one den change laaaa
y d hell go cut ur wrist o carve on ur body la...tak faham lahhhh
dont u guyz noe ur parents n ppl around u will sam tong c u guyz hurting urself lidat???
n dey r sooo damn smart knowin where to cut n how deep to cut so dey wun leave any scars behind
i'm reli amazed when u guyz say its not pain at all....cos ur heart hurts more....n u feel betta doing all dese.....**PENGSAN**
n u even took all of those urrrgghh pix n showed me
i reli dunno wad to say.....told u not to but u still did it...now u even help ppl carving it....
OMG.....i reli wanna ki siaoz dy....
wad shud i do to make u wake up n face d reality of d world???
when i first knew dis thru other ppl i was shocked...not reli too cos i knew dis is wad u wud do
i went bak in dec last yr....talked to u...tried to talk u out of it...i tried my best...but i guess its juz not enuf
u're juz like my real sis n i reli lub n k bout u alot....
can u pls tell me wad shud i do to make u stop acting stupidly???
i'm hurt seeing u like dis
she carved dis on her fren's arm

ok....next is dis couple....
i 1st saw dem like 2weeks ago....
yes its an ang mo wit an asian gal
i feel so gross watchin dem doin all d SAWEET acts
d gal is like fat...yes obviously she is n i'm sowie i dun mean to offend anyone here...juz my opinion ok
n dis guys is like fcuking skinny
its funny when i c d gal manja-ing wit him...i juz cant stop laufing =D
yeah n when they hugzzz...d guy had difficulties hugging her bcos she is FAT
n den i saw dem again today at uni bus stop....
once again not oni me...but some other ppl around too....we juz cant stop d **evil smile + lauf**
so i decided to curi snap a pic
aaawwww....so saaaweeeeettt **cough cough**
i'm currently listening to dis song =)
tian tian quan - 阿本ah beng + xiao xun
damn it i'm so fcukin stressed n sad n n n n alot la yo
my deferred qik test for my genetic engineering was a disaster but yeah i manage to score some minor marks which i'm hapi enuf =D
den deferred biomedical physiology test was like...WTH
y d hell wud d lecturers b so mean urh?????y is it totally diff from d so called original one???
i had been stayin up d whole nite studyin n it still ended like shit

dis is my sem 1 2008 exam timetable.....
notice tat all my exams r startin 30mins earlier den will end 30mins later than u guyz???
yalar...i m disabled student mah yo...so i got 15mins extra working time per 1hr n 5mins resting time per 30mins....lolx
being an equity student is juz sooo nice havin all d good service n i reli dun mind being categorized as DISABLED student \(^.^)/
i juz cant stop munching my m&m's last nite....craving for more chocs chocs =S

DAMN IT i was so damn mad n m still mad!!!
i hate those fcukin idiotic bastards sms-ing me n woke d hell out of myself when i was sleeping so nicely after being HANTU for d whole nite
i was so shocked wakin up to c d time!!!!
eventually it was 20:XXpm but yes d blurrr me tot it was 02:xx am
GEEEEEZZZ!!!! i jumped d hell out of my bed n switched on all d lights n was so damn in d WHYTHEHELLDIDIOFFMYALARMAGAIN?????? n DAMNITINEEDTOSTARTSTUDYINGMYARSEOUTNOW!!!! CRAP la yo
so sianz when i pressed my fon again n c...wtf its oni 8++pm
i was so mad n on my msn n scolded d damn fcukin bastard who sms-ed me at my personal msg
yalar....those who noe me well enuf noe tat DO NOT SMS O KACAU SAB NOW....cos she is SLEEPING!!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!FCUK u la DAMN IT
den i went bak to sleep n woke up at 10pm ...took my bath n ate my supper n i ran down to Icey Ice to grab my Icey Ice =)
d tauke was so nice offering me some free hot choc when he found out i'm stressing d hell out of my exam =)
GEEEEZZ...thx yai'm currently listening to dis song =)
18aibuai.wma - yi shi li + qi er

boringly...randomly

2008-05-27T19:02:00.006+08:00

yeap as u guyz noe i slept at 7.30am den woke up at 9.30am on monday morning wit a "shit la late for qik test d lae....cham la havnt even study oso...wakao die dy dis time"
u noe how shit it feels when u're running towards d bus d den d bus driver quickly close d door den VRROOOMMM~~~~~~
wakao eh....at tat very sec i was like MCB
yes obviously i was late for 15min for d test but apparently i was hapi tat i was late for d test BCOZ tat stupid deferred test was FCUKIN hard than d one last week!!!!!
GEEEEEZ!!!!!how do u expect me to answer dis kinda qs noh???
as being so sab...i juz cincai write anything den FINISH within 1min =)

oohhh accident in front of my house lae....sowie for dis crap pic coz there's too many ppl around me making me paiseh to take pic nia....so dis is a cincai kahhhchakkk one

in d previous post i said tat i bought instant noodles ma....so dis is d instant noodles laaaa....since i m a PIG n yes ppl i admit i m a pig la....i ate instant noodles at 3am while working my arse out of my lab report den i ate dis again when i returned from uni.....ppl dun b like me la ok....too much instant noodles not good neh....damn UNHEALTHY oh (i rmb i ate instant noodles for every meal for almost everyday last yr -.-")
at nite i went over to aunt's house cos my grandma n uncle's family come play play looo den will return to sibu next wed....semua kaki judi la....all went bak to casino after dinner....sianz i din bring my passport den cant go =(
dis is cuzzie qi-hang....he was hospitalized last week den now he bcum so thin n LENG ZAI....no more hiao hiao face liao (if u wanna c his hiao face i got neh but sowie i cant post up la cos his dad warned me not to put his son's naked pic up =p) so tao yan la he juz cant stop sticking to me d whole nite....everyone says he's damn ham sap...lmao
i overslept again today....was supposed to wake up at 8.30am to do grocery n study my arse out for tmr's deferred test....DENGZZZZZ 11.30am dah oni woke up
my brunch today was YUMMILICIOUS......n it took me ages to finish cos its a big big stack of sandwich....n yes chili sauce made my sandwich PERFECTO
toast-chili sauce-bacon-egg-toast-chili sauce-bacon-egg-toast-chili sauce-bacon-egg-toast
dinner tonite is jiangzzz jiangzzz......dang bao tong fun =)
yesterday nite i was bz tidyin up my place due to inspection of property today
my hand was full of pix....originally dese pix were being sticked at d wall of d living room...den i take off all n decided to stick it at d wall beside my beddietadaaaaaa!!!!!!!my nemo n d pic wit d "mami i lub u" from mami's day
promise i'm soooo gonna stick up more pix after exam =)

wad to do if i wanna study????tieupmyhairtomakemefeelmoreenergetictostudy!!!!!yes u hardly c me tie up my hair even its in d lab cos i dun giv a damn bout it n i'm lazy =)i was so abnormal n unusual offing my modem n started revising when dere's a sudden song popping up.....**picking up my fon** "woi remoted gate o password gate???i'm outside!!!hurry up!!!" urh???wtf is my fren doing outside???
damn it she RUINED my plan to study laaaaaaaaaa.....gila sial la coming at dis so not good time -.-"

WARNING!!!!!!!
d series of pix below cud harm ur eyes
tink b4 u proceed......TINK KFULLY laaaaaah

i m currently listening to dis song =)
fenshounayitian.wma - zhen guo hui

yes we r damn bored n she stupidly snap some pix of me

OS: erh...yameh???y i dunno de???
OS: lang lai leeee!!!!lang lai leeeee!!!!help help -.-"
c la i'm getting sleepy teman her doing all d bodoh stupiak stuffs
OS: yes i m listening to u ok...juz tat my mind is flyin elsewhere oniOS: erh???wad did u say juz now arh??repeat can boh???OS: hoooooorayy!!!!!! -FIN-
sowie once again for d stupid pix....BLEAGHHH

i m currently listening to dis song =)
yang qi - ru xue rui

p/s: hahaz *scratch my head* for those who kena me marah yesterday i'm soooo SOWIE arh...dai xiu jeh me was on BIG FIRE yesterday.....SOWIE

another slacking sunday

2008-05-25T20:38:00.004+08:00

ooooh wad a nice sunday =)
i'm slacking off my sunday as usual
been sleeping for more than 15hrs after being HANTU for straight 3days
i wanna hibernate......reli wan to ='(
1st thing i did is check my email
yipeeee i received an email from cherly regarding our assignment
my 1st reaction was WTF!!!!!!!!
GOSH!!!!y d hell is she emailing us(me,clemie,daph) at 4am???
yap yap...its becos she juz finished editing n putting all our parts of d essay 2gether
was supposed to stay over nite in uni yesterday but i came home instead becoz we (cherly n me) tot its not gonna b any longer till d final piece is done
damn i feel so bad leaving her all alone in d library d whole nite long
i'm SOWIEEEE cheryl!!!!!!!
hahahaz....d email was long winded n i was laufin throughout d email
dis r some part of d email she wrote:::::::::

Ways to get me:

Call me (my phone is all ready)
mail me (i have thunderbird on standby to grab my mails frequently)
MSN ( i'm online more often than not unless SV's shitty connection's still stuffing up)
Or if you're really unhappy and wanna strangle me... I don't stay in SV flat 58 O:-)

Read the essay and give me your feedback about it. and i really mean READ IT AND GIVE ME FEEDBACK. don't just take one look at it and say "aw.. i trust cheryl :-D "... cos really.. at this hour, i don't even trust myself. so READ IT! (hahahaz...dis is shooting at me coz i told her d "awww...i trust u")

Last but not least, please read this essay ASAP and try see if there's any improvements and make it. I don't mind bad comments though i'd love you more if you give me a suggestion on how to rectify it :-) my brain's mush now. Really ppl, i can take bad comments, XD *stows away shotgun* Don't be shy, but don't be destructive either. Not having constructive stuff is one thing, but ruining the almost done ~~makes you eligible to get shot and stabbed unrelentlessly by the rest of us~~ is bad. ;-) XDD hehehe

pss *floats back to student village*
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i'm currently listening to dis song =)
i love u你懂不懂 ni dong bu dong.wma - yin yue tie ren

*sighz* i totally forgot to do my grocery =S
my fridge is totally EMPTY (oni chocs left)
walked down to d korean shop hoping to get sth to eat
guess wad....i bought instant noodles bak....zzzzzzz
after my (breakfast+lunch+dinner) i pop bak to my laptop tryin to add more stuffs to d group research essay
OOOOPPSSS!!!!damn it i send cheryl d email at almost 8pm where in d email she stated this "And send it back to me ASAP. i luv afternoons. latest preferbly by 7pm in the night ( ;-) but that doesn't mean all of you do the last minute thing XDDD)!!! if not i'll end up like now... all wrinkled blurry eyed and cranky and full of rubbish in between"
ok done wit my groupie thing...waiting for d master mind to send bak d final copy now
GOSH!!!!DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
i reli hate myself being like dis laaaaaaaaaa
i noe i've gotta b HANTU again tonite....n yet i'm still blabbering on MSN n my BLOGIE
y cant i juz cut d crap n work my arse out doing my lab report which is due tmr n study my arse out for tmr's deferred qik test?????!!!!!!
from 8pm i said "ok 8.30pm start!!!" den at 8.45pm "iya shit lo 8.45 liao..nvm la make it 9 bah"
n yes its fcuking 10.05pm oredi n i'm still here.....GEEEZZZ!!!!
n especially wit my media player on....i cant do any SHIT!!!!
yes i cant do my work n study wit my MUSIC on!!!!
esp if i'm havin exam....i'll scream d hell out of anyone who annoys me wit d damn fcukin music on (it doesnt matter if its my fav song o wad....i'll juz SCREAM!!!!!)
n one more thing.....no FOODS in front of me too!!!!
yes larh....i cant do any SHITS when food is in front of me....*tempting tempting*
(i juz cant stop makan my 450grams of m&m's now)
one word to describe me la.....LAZY yo
ok la....BUHBYE neh...hafta go do my stuffs d....yes i'm RELI gonna DO it dis time!!!

p/s: (1) exam next week noh...so CONFIRM i will cut down msn-ing n blogging (will still blog n msn everyday la but not 24/7 jek maaaa) (2) rmb dun mizx me noh...i will SHY SHY gar XD

hantu getting tired

2008-05-24T22:17:00.009+08:00

ok so basically i bcum HANTU again
went to bed at 4.30am n woke up at 5.30am to work
as usual i walked all d way on d dark streets to d train station
i reli fcukin HATE d weather in PERTH....sudd rain sudd sunny den arh sudd rain again
weather yang gila lah ini...owes make me get drenched in d rain nia =(
oooopsss i accidentally stepped on d tracks =S

oh well tat crazy guy wasnt dere on d street today...so no one chasing me today =)
but damn it when i got on d train....two fcukin drunkards purposely sat beside me den keep talkin to me...damn sianz n scared....shud i talk????if i dun replied they might beat me up...but if i replied dey're gonna keep cakap non-stop....well at last i did say sth...its almost 6.30am

sometimes o shud i say most of d times i get bored working
dere's a troop of army (i guess) marching on d streets makin me missed my trainkacahkkkk...my reflection in d train....belif it o not....YES i went to uni....its a SATURDAY!!!!hard to belif rite???well i had commitment to group meeting so of cos i will go noh =X

fire punya men r here....ada kebakaran kah???

1st scenario....students evacuated cos of d stupid fire alarm....look its kinda funny tat everyone remain PEACE when d fire alarm rang....no one cares to leave d library cos we noe they r fcukin testin d fire alarm again....10minutes later d librarian beh tahan c no one leave so halau us out

2nd scenario...fcukin 10minutes later we're being halau out again cos of security checkin...urgh u noe dis sux to da max as we all juz re-switched on our laptops n started to concentrate bak on our important stuffs......cant u juz giv us some PEACE ???
my group mate miss cheryl playin her age of empires game as she started to get bored...it sounds logical when she says she's planting transgenic plants n so on in d game...cos it reli looks lidat looooo....den she drew on her leg n almost wrote down d GTCAC gene sequence...i swear if she dare to write d sequence down i'm soooo gonna show d lecturer tat she ki siao studyin gene eng liao =)
its been a while since i last stayed in uni till so late n d tavern which was normally bz n noisy was quiet n empty as well =X
damn bored sitting at d train station for fcukin 30mins waiting for d train....damn cold neh
i'm freaking tired today....lazy to blog anything so sowie for dis crappy simple post

m currently listening to dis song =S

I Remember - Keyshia Cole

end of sem 1

2008-05-23T22:46:00.006+08:00

OMG!!!!!!
i cant belif wad i saw erh =X
belif it o not....d following pix r pix of SIBU
yeap its d kampua n kompia town
i neva knew tat sibu so leng gehjoi
fuiyoh....shioknyaaaaa

YES ITS FREAKING SIBU.....my HOMETOWNdis is d song i'm listening to atm =)

xiayipiantiankong.wma - zhen guo hui
hahahahaz as i said earlier....ICEY ICE I M BAK
yes its freakin raining out dere n i still fcukin walked out to get U
i tried the FRUIT BASKET...its nice nice nice =)hahaha....wad a damn ugly pic i took yo
aiksss...my frenz po pe po pe me when dey c dis pic...lolx
hahaha....pls dun hate me cos of dis ice-cream laaaaa

today mood so gd noh....can eat diok ice-cream liao =)

dis is d song imawa listening to now =)

shuidouxianggandaobeiai.wma - zhen guo hui

ITS D LAST DAY OF SEM1 2008
cant belif tat its d end jor...
EXAM coming d.....arghhhhh mati larh

finally dere r someone clumsier than me

2008-05-21T22:37:00.007+08:00

awwww...12++ hrs of sleep is sooo AWESOME
mum tot i was DEAD again cos she failed to contact me
erh...sowie la i switched off my fon last nite so i can sleep PEACEFULLY
20++ msges when i woke up....WTF
reply till feel like dyin dah...neva eva in my life i typed so slow b4
how d hell do u expect me to "dat dat dat" so fast when i m sick

man i reli HEART dis gals to itsy bitsy bits
its so sweet of dem to drop by to visit me again
thx for d dinner yah n thx for messing up my coffee table again -.-"

youtube-ing d whole evening at my housecuzzie amy = half dead on my sofa...lolx
den we walked down to ICEY ICE for some icey ice-cream
moong ling juz cant help posing
oreo ice-cream looks soooo nice...too bad i'm sick n i cant hav a single sip of it
fcukin stupid staff gave us a take away one till d cup fall off n dengzzzz....d tauke lauf at clumsy 4gals n say we're like kids oni -.-" dunno wads wrong wit tat 3gals 2day...so damn clumsy till i damn paiseh nia (i'm a blur n clumsy gal but got ppl more clumsy than me 2day neh)
yes u r rite....they cant stop ZHI PAI
so we ended up orderin a new oreo n thx for d tauke for offerin free topping for d dengzzz one n thx for giving us free oreo smoothies =)
sianzzzz....plz concentrate eating la....my saliva keep drooping dah *slurrrp slurrp*
ICEY ICE...i will b bak on friday....wait for me yah
d way bak to my house is so dark n scary...wooo imagine me walkin on all dis dark streets on fri n sat morning around 5.30am
dis is d song i'm currently listening to =)

03.¤À¤âÂ§ - ¤¸½ÃÄ±¿ô

hantu masuk hospital

2008-05-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

sab sab sick jor lu =(
went to uni dis morning to c d nurse to check if its lactate intolerance
nurse say she dunno -.-"
i lagi kena she marah ask me y i go uni since so sick
erh...i got important biochem tute at 1.30 mar
of cos as a guai guai lui *arhemmm* i go uni lo
my condition got worse when i'm takin d public transport bak
i felt like fainting any second...n even throwin up any second
was prayin so hard tat such embarrassed stuffs wun happen on me
thanx GOD i arrived home safely
mum i'm sowie to make u worried bout me
my heartless bro reli made me SPEECHLESS
i called him several times complaining tat imawa not feelin well n asked him to get me sth to eat n some med as well
he replied "iyo u go get urself la...i m in uni now...later got work...wun b bak till midnite"
WTF....imagine havin dis kinda bro
even if i reli pengsan o amen at home he oso wun giv a damn
so my cuzzie amy n frenz...jessie n moong ling picked me up to d hospital
service totally SUX
now i noe y d newspaper owes talk bout ppl sent to emergency ward mati dah
cos fcukin nurse dere was like so rude n #@%*^!
she told us tat if we reli wanna wait den can la...3hrs wanna wait o not??
MCB!!!!by den i might dengz dengz d oso dun k la??
aussie medical practitioner SUX to da max
i ended up sitting outside d GP clinic at d hospital for 1hr (wind was breezing cold)
lucky tat d GP made me smile once again
she's juz so nice keep jk wit us....THX doc
she diagnose me wit gastro n gav me 2 injections on both my arms
i lub getting injection...sooooo FUN
wooohooo!!!!hooray i got MC for 2 days =)

i'm currently listening to dis song =)

hantu week

2008-05-20T02:40:00.005+08:00

i'm freakin STRESS
i'm fcuking TIRED
i'm damn SLEEPY
i'm in fcukin serious SHITS

this week is going to b a DAMN FCUKIN HEAVY week for me
stupiak shits popping up this whole week
honestly i bet i'm gonna b HANTU everyday

monday = biomed physio group meeting (type out all my powerpoint for presentation n practice for d presentation) hence i've oni got like 4hrs of sleep
tuesday = genetic engineering group meeting (crackin my head writing my essay part now) so mayb today knot gao gao G liao
wednesday = biomed physio group meeting + biomed physio final 15% quiz (havnt even touch any lect notes o lab stuffs) confirm no nd gao gao G again
thursday = gene eng final 4% quiz + gene eng lab report due + biomed physio presentation (belum study again + not prepared for d presentation) no nd sleep d lah
friday = work den rush to uni for gene eng group meeting to finalize essay therefore tak payah tidur d laaaaaaaaaaa
saturday = workin n rush to uni for gene eng group meeting (if oni we din get to finish d essay on fri)

OH MY GOSH!!!!fcuking stupid units havin fcukin stuffs on d final week of sem 1.....FCUK lah
conclusion = hantu + panda
damn sianz la wei......reli terrible yo...kao sai laaaaaaaah

damn it i'm in fcukin serious tummy-ache now leading to fcukin serious headache n dizziness
silly me was craving for coffee for no reason....damn i used milk instead of water for my coffee...so guess wad...my coffee is fully bancuh wit MILK.....yo it taste nice la...but fcuk it i totally forgot tat i juz found out few days ago tat i m ALLERGIC to MILK....well serves me rite my tummy hurts alot now n i'm sayin HARLOW to my stupiak toilet at an average of every 10minutes...URGHHH

omigosh i actually finished dis whole damn bottle of milk coffee -.-" ******SUFFERING IN PAIN******

m currently listening to dis song =S

p/s : humans...if u dun c me on msn tat means i'm still working my arse out of those fcukin stuffs....damn it i'm gonna miss msn-ing ='(

juz another random stuff

2008-05-19T15:00:00.004+08:00

was browsing thru d pix in my fon n i found these pix....it was from ages ago...my bro's bday dinner last month....well it was juz a small gathering....oni a limited number of ppl r invited due to my place is damn small n obviously it cant accommodate sooooo many human beings laeee

fuiyoh...cookin is reli killin me heyz...d dinner was supposed to start at 7pm but manusia bodoh like me who is juz a beginner in cookin was tooo nervous n hence started late.....BLAAAHH

self made dinner for tat nite = rice + tong fun + curry + grilled chicken wings + spicy pork medallion + buritos + tuna pizza + hawaiian pizza (semua buatan sab sab)
amy...jessie...moong ling outside my room
my kai sai lou tryin to make flamingo but didnt succeed
dis is d bday boy smiling at d 23 candles on d cake
he juz neva giv up n well he succeeded dis time after i went down street to buy a new whisky
aaron is getting drunk =S

everyone ended up gambling wit punishment of alcohol-ing (look at all those red-ish faces)damn it my place was in terrible mess when they left....i hate tidying stuffs lahhh

i m currently listening to dis song =)

he got my vote

2008-05-18T18:41:00.005+08:00

American Idol 7 is coming to an end
personally...i lurve dis guy - DAVID COOK
he's juz so cool....he looks damn YUMMILICIOUS =p
my prediction = he's gonna b d winner yo
during d top 3 performances...they had oni 1.30 min for each song which is kinda tough
my fav part is d last performance by David Cook when he sang "I DON'T WANNA MISS A THING" - originally by aerosmith
fuiyoh.....damn hype la tat performance....*wooooh* *swoooon*
i wan more of it laaaa.....MORE MORE MORE

dude u rox

2008-05-17T12:43:00.004+08:00

harlow peopleeeeeee!!!!!guess wad????bet u guyz cant belif dis =p

ZRA is BLOGGING yo!!!!

oh man...my bestie blog lar wei....dis LIFELESS guy blogged 6posts in less than 24hrs!!!

cos he has got NOTHING betta to do

pls feel free to view his BLOG!!!! (check out d link under blogs tat i read)

u wudnt belif wad u're gonna c =)

n i'll hav to remind u guyz out dere huh...DO NOT view his blog if u guys r allergic to BULLSHITS

bring it to an end...zra's blog is all bout FUN FUN FUN

being single is so much fun

2008-05-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

2day my frenz happened to ask me if i eva regretted breakin up
without second thought its obviously a NO
i'm hapi wit d decision i made
i noe i'm cruel to u during d break up time
it had been almost 2yrs n its reli hard to let go
but i noe i had to b cruel n bad to let u go
letting u go is for ur betta future
who wud wan a gf who's not beside him??surely no one does
n bcos of certain reasons i'm letting everything go

dis song is exactly d reason y we're FINISH

well i'm glad tat he's bak wit his ex now
at least i noe he's hapi now wit such a caring n loving gf

dis song was how i felt b4 but not anymore

i'm enjoying n hapi wit my SINGLE LIFE diary now =)
like wad thiru says...being single is much more fun n FREEDOM rox...there's no shits to worry bout n i can do anything i like n wan....n he emphasizes on FLIRTING -.-"

cant help homesick-ing

2008-05-14T21:02:00.004+08:00

stupiak me is HOMESICK again
imawa juz too homesick!!!!!!
i cant concentrate on my studies cos of dis freakin homesick stuffs
my results r dropping badly without acknowledgment
HD n D seems so far for me to reach anymore (perhaps neva will i again)
skipping uni has been a frequent case
sometimes i reli regret on my choice choosing to further my studies here
its juz not suitable for a person like me who get homesick easily
being so SAB...i owes cry unknowingly
songs can make me emo easily
tears r juz uncontrollable
u neva noe exactly when r they gonna wet ur face
tears has owes been my frequent visitor
o shud i say they r payin me a visit every single day
my eyes r getting more n more swollen day by day
i wanna go home
i miss everyone n everything bak dere

special thx to U for cheering me up everyday
thx for doing all d funny n cute stuffs to keep my tears away
thx for the song tat u insisted is a muz to send to me

gal gal send me d korean version of a chinese song
its nice...but too many voices changes make it kinda sux

p/s: zra zra i'm homesick like u too....results like u too...skip class like u too...OMG

a choc a day makes my day perfect

2008-05-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

it was reli torturing when i wasnt allowed to eat anything after my dinner last nite as i nd to fast for my lab experiment 2day

noe-ing tat d stupid worms in my tummy wud bite me for food...i decided to wake up late 2day around 11 which is juz nice d rite timing to prepare to go uni-ing

so volunteers like me who owes sacrifice to fast for labs is owes gd la...*arhem*...so i chose to hav choc as experiment instead of white bread,whole meal bread,baked beans...well dis is obviously soooo SAB!!!!i hav to emphasize again imawa CHOCOHOLIC =)

i had to eat 300g of choc n drink 600ml of water as fast as i can....eatin choc is nth for me...but 600ml of water at one go is *puke*....TOO MUCH!!!!n through out d labbie i nd to prick my fingers to get blood glucose test -.-"

i got rewarded for volunteering 2day lae.....n its my fav thingy...

jiang jiang jiang jiangzzzz!!!!imawa d oni one to get my NUMBER 1 fav choc...LINDT 85% cocoa

i got extra chocs from d technician as well cos he so sayang me...*arhemmm*

fcuk its raining 2day n make me drenched like hell....it stopped raining when i enter d lab n started when i left den stopped when i was on train n started again when i get off....FCUK

Goal

2008-05-12T01:28:00.006+08:00

Manchester United wins 10th Premier League title in 16years!!!!!

Christiano Ronaldo scored a 33rd minute penalty n Ryan Giggs added the 2nd in the 81st to giv MU a 2-0 win over Wigan on d final day of d season!!!!

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED!!!!

mami i lub ue

2008-05-11T19:38:00.004+08:00

HAPI MAMI DAY!!!!!!!!!
everyone wud b blogging bout their mother's day
so i betta cut d crap n make it short
wad a lonely mami day i had =(
eventually my mami tot i was "DEAD" cos i woke up damn late 2day
so my bro had to check if imawa still alive...lmao
mum video called me n say i m HEARTLESS
cos i havnt greet her hapi mami day yet -.-"
mami arh...tonite 11.59pm oni will greet u lae...dun worry =p
i juz send mami a sms wishin her hapi mother's day of cos...
she replied...I ONI RECEIVED URS NOW..I EXPECT 1ST THING IN D MORNING I ON MY FON I CAN C MY DAUGHTER SAY D WORD TO ME!!NO EYE TO C LA!!!
wtf.....hahahaha.....mami merajuk dah la....
some more my 9yrs old bro arh...one day he heard from radio tat mom's day comin...
he asked her "wads so special bout mom day??so important meh??i'm very bz tat day arh....not free lar"
lolx....hahaha...wtf is tat lil kid thinkin...his brain is damn polluted

MAMI HAPI MAMI DAY N I LUB U LARRRRR
MAMI I MIZX UE!!!
**fly kiss** from perth to sibu**mwahzzzz**

i m currently listening to this song =)

ridiculous happeningssss

2008-05-10T20:51:00.009+08:00

I m sure everyone noes bout Josef Fritzl case!!!!

For those who don't know yet, this Austrian man,aged 73, built a DUNGEON n trapped his daughter, Elisabeth inside for fcuking 24yrs!!!!

Why did he do that??100% BECAUSE HE WANNA RAPE HER!!!

Elisabeth was imprisoned since 1984 by her fcuking arse hole father and raped repeatedly!!!

HORRIBLE and GROSS huh???there's WORSE!!!!

SHE WAS IMPREGNANTED 6 TIMES AND GAVE BIRTH TO 7 IMBRED CHILDREN

One of the babies, a twin, died shortly after birth.

3 of these children were brought to his home due to the children's body weakness. He planned everything with her daughter and asked her to write a letter indicating that she did not want her child and abandoned them off the doorstep.

Fcuk tat the wife actually believed what a RUBBISH CRAP he planned!!!

The other 3 children lived their whole life in the fcuking dungeon and NEVER SAW THE LIGHT OF THE DAY BEFORE!!!ok...i repeat my word...NEVA EVA DID THEY SAW THE LIGHT OF THE DAY!!!!

These 3children often witnessed their GRANDPA/FATHER raped their mother.

WHY is this happening???according to HIM, Elisabeth on two occasions attempted to run away during her teenage years, but was unsuccessful - then she was caught by her father and imprisoned!!!She wrote a letter to her friend where she indicated that she went to pub on certain day and came back home with her friends all DRUNK!!! Josef, said he did not want his daughter to be spoilt in the sense of being bad ( smoking...clubbing) so that's why he IMPRISONED her.

Besides that he said that he was lonely when he was young.And thats why he wanted his children to have many siblings so that they wouldn't feel LONELY.

Josef even stated that he loves and enjoy his 2nd life at 2nd home...WTF of cos la sakai!!!!u raped ur daughter gao gao mana tak suka???GILA larrrrrrrr

During pregnancy, Josef bought his daughter books so that she would know what to do when the time arrive. She gave birth naturally without PAINKILLERS!!!!

The cellar was locked with password so that no one else can enter it.But he did set it to open naturally after a certain limit of time just in case he MATI and the imprisoned can be set free.

Now 42,Elisabeth and the cellar children are Vitamin D deficient and malnourished. She has snow white hair and looks way older than she is, and her eldest child is currently in a critical condition and has VIRTUALLY NO TEETH LEFT.

The eldest granddaughter was suspected of being raped, but cannot confirmed as she is too sick to give testimony.

Why is this happening??BECAUSE THEY HAVE A MONSTER FATHER/GRANDPA!!!

Guess what is this monster doing now???

RELAXING IN HIS SOLITARY PRISON CELL, COMFORTABLY WATCHING TV!!!

WTF is this huh???This is seriously BULLSHIT!!!!

His lawyer claimed, "hurting him won't do any good. It's best to lock up for life, and let him reflect on his actions.You all are all going down to his level if you all want to kill him.Let's punish him in a civilised way.Please...He must have been mentally unstable.Don't be too harsh on him."

MCB!!!!Really mentally unstable meh???So meaning men like him can spend the rest of his life in a comfortable asylum larrr????

THIS IS HUMANITY SHIT laaaaaaaa sial!!!!

He is bloody 73 and had fcuked his daughter for bloody 24years.So WHAT IS THE FCUKING POINT TO FCUKING LOCK HIM UP????

CHOP OFF HIS GOD DAMN PENIS AND BALL LARRRRRR

i sure havnt been to freo for ages

2008-05-10T18:21:00.008+08:00

i'm tired....YES i m fcuking tired
as usual i woke up at 5.30AM to go to work n went to FREO today wit a bunch of buddies
from perth train stn -> fremantle train stn = 30mins++
it was raining when we're half way dere
thx GOD....it stopped when we stepped into d land of freo

dis is gonna b a damn long post wit pics i curi curi took 2day
NO PHOTOS.....THX....who cares!!!curi curi take aje larrr
d act of curi take pic results in low quality of d pic =(

5.40am @ vic park train stn

oooh...dis poster looks cool in da train
HALOOOO!!!WELCOME to FREO =)
HALOOOOOOOOOO from FREO MARKET!!!!!!!

d ladies watching d street performer performing
c d thingy on his body??tats a tennis racket
he paid her AUD5 to hold d teddy balloon till it EXPLODE...lmao
1st i tot it was a pic...*beep* i'm wrong....its an oil painting laeeee

i used to play this dough when i was a lil kid heyz....
we saw seashells at d freo market seashore
d BUGS LIFE =)
these series of pics looks YUMMILICIOUSfeel like havin a bite of it

WUT???it's a SOAP
from the soap cake shop in freo
d next series of pics r hand made glasses from margaret river
they sure looks nice n there's up to 5 colours to choose from
our favourite is the PURPLE oneeee....well authry got one for mum day pressie
LOOK AT THIS!!!!! I SURE LURVE THIS GLASS TO ITSY BITSY BITS
den we went to d lalala......FAIRYLAND....wished for a real one when i was a KID
there's juz too many cute stuffs in dere!!!!
choc fairies read my blog!!!!!
next destination = freo timezone
it looks nice here huh.....
its still nice here..but d print out looks suckie
on d train leavin freo
BUHBYE freo =)I WILL B BACK FOR TAT GLASS!!!!!!!

i am currently listening to this song =)

bak to d old days

2008-05-09T15:48:00.006+08:00

d previous blog was HANG MAN in lab
a special thx to zra zra for accompanying me doing d so NOT childish thingy
so when boredom datang....msn is very useful =)
cos zra zra will owes keep human beings away from BOREDOM

dis is d song i'm currently listening to =)

so bak to d topic larrrrr
this is wad we do when sianzzzzzz
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......TIC TAC TOE =) haha....I WIN!!!!!YES I DID IT

from nursery till now....i'm still playin d old sch game...tic tac toe
its not childish to play dis at all....its all bout FUN FUN FUN
its fun to break other ppl's tactic of winning n its fun to keep ur tactic holding on tight so no one can break it

hahaha.....got dengzzzzzzzzz diok boh????

ok ppl....i've got a eazie dizzie question for u::::
when one letter in each word is changed, the nonsensical statement "SLICKS ANY STOVES KILL BREAD ME BORES" becomes wut??????????
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STICKS AND STONES WILL BREAK MY BONES

p/s: lolx....i noe dis sux so dun kill me

labs can b fun wit hang man

2008-05-08T21:10:00.004+08:00

i hate genetic engineering labs cos we were owes forced to waste our time in d labs waiting for 30min incubation n 45min gel electrophoresis....so 4of us in a group owes split up d parts n bits so we can end d long boring lab early...TEAM WORK rox =)

this is my group mate sonali =) she looks concentrated....wad is she doing??tadaaaaaa....HANG MAN =) we owes play hang man while waiting for d minutes to pass
she is taking a revenge on me n set up dis super duper hard thingy for me to guess

yes...tats when we were waiting for d membrane to suck up d DNA

i browse thru my lect slides this morning n i found these pictures....DOUBLE MUSCULING PHENOTYPE in oww oww n moo moooo....interesting heyz...shud held a world muscle animal championship....lolx this is d song i m listening to at this very minute

ting shuo ai qing hui lai guo

2008-05-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

this is a very very very very nice sad song....someone happened to dedicate this song to zra zra n since he's not listenin to it so i decided to send this song to him n emphasized tat "this is a very sad song...i definitely will cry wheneva i listen to it"...he replied me "sowie i dun understand" WTF....totally banana la ueeeeee!!!!so i ended up translating every sentence to him -.-" den he replied me saying " sad...so sad...omg who wrote this song...her life must suck" @_@

zra zraaaaaaaaa

2008-05-07T16:42:00.003+08:00

this is my cute dadi mr zra zra....havnt seen him for ages...webcam pun lama tak on dah...so yeah this is HIM!!!!!hav to admit he "cuter" dah...lolx....can c his mashimaro eyes so clearly wei....its his 4am dere....scolded by him cos so "early" ask him on webcam....BWAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!zra zra i noe u're surely gonna kill me when u c dis....lolx...paiseh paiseh neh =p

lazy arseeeeee

2008-05-06T23:12:00.005+08:00

BLAHHHHHHHH supposed to b damn rajin studyin for my human n comparative biochem exam yesterday but i end up watching youtube n listen to on9 radio again...omigosh...wasted so much time on meaningless stuffs...well at least one thing is meaningful tho...i helped law law to type all his presentation in words doc late midnite....i hate nap...my 20min nap turned up to be a 7hrs sleep...wtf...totally din study for d exam...crap i'm so gonna die...i hate d mcq where there's answer like "(d) option a and b (e) none of the above" these kinda answer sux hey...wasted my time reading d qs n took such a long time to understand all those long winded answers...HARD to shoot laaaaaaaa....URGHHH!!!!!i juz nd a pass!!!CRYSTAL u owe me stuffs if i get 60% n above heyz....DO RMB bout this...bwahahaha......b4 i leave d lab...my lab demonstrator wrote this on d board "ONE OF D GROUP MEMBER HAS TO FAST FOR 10-16 HOURS BEFORE THE NEXT LAB...ONLY WATER IS ALLOWED DURING FASTING" .....WTF!!!!!dammit tat means i nd to fast again meh???walile...i rmb d previous lab i din realise tat we nd to fast n oh well luckily i was in a rush tat day tat i din eat anything b4 d lab....i was too excited bout when we're bout to start as i was scare tat d needle poke into my finger will hurt alot...so well my result at 0time was farrrrrr above other groups...n d whole lab group joked bout it....after d lab my fingers got so many poke poke lae...so weird =.= wonder how m i gonna b d bahan experiment next week...grrrrrrrr