i'm jz too bored =p

Baaaaaaah = = havin a freakin 3hrs break till my next class is soooo freaking stoooopid.....bloody hell timetable for tuesday n wednesday = = blogging from uni comp is soooo not fun = = din even realise its d mid of 3rd week of uni d = = DANG!!!ok lo...time terbang damn fast lo = = meaning all d stooopid shyts gonna greet me soon again = = uni has been soso so far = = 3rd yr units reli sux to da max = = microbio 2 is like sooo freaking HARD ok = = instead of microbio 1 i took comparative n human microbio last sem which is like NOT LINKING to my microbio 2 at all = = tats fine den...who noes dis freakin unit has NO lecture slides NO textbook NO i-lecture...with a freakin 1 hr lecture per week onli = = shoot me to death betta = = somemore dere's dis stooopid INDIVIDUAL research laboratory project worth 35% where i damn nd to choose a topic to research on in lab n deal wit all d freakin bacteria wit freakin LIMITED funds n resources = = wth looo...d gangster unit coordinator tell me i'll do fine in this unit @@ errr...i've got no idea at all wads goin on..how do u expect me to do well @@ confirm KANTOI d @@

by da way xD i've moved out from my freakin 1 week homestay...totally knot tahan at all lo...so damn cheapskate...so damn calculative...so damn impolite to go into ppl's room when ppl's at uni lo...no privacy de lo...come in as dey like without askin permission lo...dinner's like shyts lo...totally no freedom lo...its like i'm stayin in a prison = = HOHOHO!!!i'm damn enjoyin my freedom again xD moved to cuzzie house temporarily while waiting for d renovation of my soon to b rental place in vic park to complete which is like in 2months time xD cant wait to move again!!!i damn miss my iinet internet lo...3 moblie broadband damn expensive n sux lo T^T how to survive with 4GB of quota per month =S

hehe xD bao bei's been damn cute + funny + childish these few days xD makin me nonstop lafing like a soh por xD teehee xD qi dai 6 yue de dao lai xD bao bei coming to perth in june =p HOHO

okie dokie...enuf crapsssssss for now xD off to do some research for my oral presentation = =



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

its cloudy

一个人坐在图书馆的角落
望着电脑
脑袋一片空白
看着我们的照片
画面一点一滴的浮现在眼前
泪水慢慢的淋湿了键盘
好希望时间可以停留在那时候
我。。不喜欢现在的我们
我们。。怎么了？？

我们的话不多
一天说不上10句话
一天不到5封的讯息
电话和讯息都只有“嗯”来带过
可能你没察觉到你是多么彻底的忽略了我
我们就好像回到当初刚认识的时候
变的陌生了
感情好像开始疏远了
你能受得了这样子的我们
可是你有没有想过我？？
你要我撑到明年6月
只能说我已经很努力的撑着了
我不知我到底还能撑多久
我的心就像天上的云朵
装满了水滴。。闷闷的
何时会撑不住。。滴下水
我自己也不知道
我。。很不开心很难受
你知道吗？？

昨天是我们在一起的第5个月
我知道你不记得了
没怪你
传了满满3页的简讯给你
你却只回了“嗯。。拜拜。。爱你”
我的心就像被打进冷宫里
你过了2个小时才打电话给我
会不会太迟了一点？？
你还能跟我说笑。。可是我却一点也笑不出来
伤口慢慢的增加。。很难麽的去了



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

silence

回到perth一个多星期了
又回到一个人的生活
不再习惯一个人的生活
一个人的寂寞
一个人的孤独
一个人的沉默
一个人的角落
只能默默藏在心里
想念你的心不曾停止过
很想再次亲吻你那软软的嘴唇
很想再次牵着你那温暖的手
很想再次投入你那温暖的怀抱
很想再次躲在你的怀里睡觉
很想再听你单面说你爱我
很想念被你保护的感觉

说好要一起努力考到好成绩
说好要剪短相处的时间
说好要坚强
一切都说好了
说好的东西可以反悔吗
我不是你想象中那么坚强
你的讯息少了很多
多的让我觉得空荡了
多的让我觉得寂寞了
多的让我害怕了
多的让我开始萎缩自己了
我不再是以前的我
我不再懂得怎么笑了
笑的好心虚好假
每天只能默默的守着电话等待你的讯息
听到电话响起时，多希望是你传来的讯息。。是你打来的
可是每次都让我失望，让我失落
只能告诉自己你是在为了我们的将来而努力
有好多话想跟你说
可是现在不能了
讯息和电话都断断续续的少了很多
只能将那些话埋在心底
每天都告诉自己6月很快就到了。。你很快就要来找我了。。很快就可以再见到你了
这都是自己用来骗自己的话。。6月其实是多么漫长的
每天只能偷偷的躲在角落落泪
我的心不听话了。。生病了

家里没internet所以只能在uni lib写这个blog
写到一半时，你打给我 。。听到你的声音让我不知觉的开了pipe
想跟你说我是多么的想你。。想跟你说好多好多的话
可是泪水吞没了我想跟你说的一切
我崩溃了。。无助了
我很想说我开始累了
可是我不想放弃
自己选择的路，再艰难，都要坚强和勇敢的走下去
等待是值得的
等待是甜美的

你是否还记得今天是我们在一起的第5个月

明天会是怎样的。。我不知道
只知道明天的我依然是很想你很爱你的p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

我明白

笑不出口
整晚心情简直烂透了
你。。。话中有话。。。话中带刺。。。暗箭伤人
绕了一大圈。。。结果把我伤的更重
让我真的好难受
心痛的感觉让我更难受
眼泪傻傻的流了一整夜
想了整晚
开始认清事实了
觉得自己真的很差劲
越来越觉得自己配不上你
你的条件这么优
我。。。早就该有自知之明了
我。。。真的高攀不起你
信心就像全雷打一样被打垮了
也。。。失去了勇气
像小鸟迷失了方向。。。我迷路了
突然间很想当缩头乌龟
我。。。该怎么办p/s:imissyou.iloveyou

honeymoon ^ ^

12月17 日- 1月2 日 的蜜月旅行
去了吉隆坡...马六甲...槟城...云顶
这16天...我们把情侣们该做的事全给搞定了
pandie说...她预料到了...以我们的速度这些都是非常正常的 = =

宝贝老公...谢谢你
这16天..我每天都过的非常开心...幸福
每天都有很美好的回忆 = )
只因为你 <3>爱情的滋润...真的好甜...好幸福 ^ ^
我们的定情物 <3>
25日之宝贝“败卡”日
原因是...他背着我在genting outdoor theme park 狂跑到我们两都跌倒后的战利品 = =
像seh gia的宝贝最可爱 ^ ^
1月1日 的凌晨...在pavilion戏院外面...那天看了bedtime stories...我累坏了..所以真的很抱歉我看到睡着了 >.<>


可爱宝贝&巧克力


在penang的庙之无聊情侣党
让我笑翻天的爸爸和宝贝...谢谢爸爸帮我pump大衣服 xDmelaka nite zoo trip






第一次拍大头贴...每天必做务=拍大头贴...回到perth才upload别的大头贴吧

对不起...本小姐很懒惰....sayonara咯



p/s: imissyou.iloveyou

i'm BAK

Nooooooooooooo i'm not lost in space xD
been neglecting my blog for quite some while >.<
sowie sowie if onli there's readers LOL

okie dokie..its gonna b a damn short n quick update due to my laziness xD

thank GOD its EXAM PERIOD = =
fuggin fuggin fuggin HATE exams to d max n sure no one likes it
my 1st paper was Cell Bio on d morning of my bday = =
i screwed up due to my stupid careless mistakes T^T
bao bei...THANX for keepin me accompany whole nite long on 14th n 15th
n THANX u guyz out dere for all d greetings = )


damn chee cham look = =
mami..hope u do update wit my blog when u come bak from ur holiday
sianz u showing off ur holiday sialz when i'm stress sialz-ing = =
u betta get me some nice stuffs yo xD



i cant belif i'm organising my book...sounds so not sab huh >.<
bah..get me a sniper so i can shoooooot accurately for all 70mcqs tmr
MCQs r mean ok..its neva ez n its an open book exam lagi which makes it lagi CHAM
urgh!!!screw mcqz screw exams = =
microbiology on tuesday n immunology on wednesday n i'll b free sialz like u all FINALLY
i huakin hate ppl typin holiday sial shyts on deir fb status n msn when ppl's havin exam shyts
wadeva...i'm joinin in d holiday sialz in less than 48HOURS xD


wow..its reli quick...its been 2months ^ ^
ooops...yealar balia me memang study till lupa d
luckily my sudd memory lost kembali when u called LOL
i'm a shyt gf i noe = = sowie la i exam ituuuuuuuu

counting down!!!22days till our 1st honeymoon...weeeeeee ^ ^

crap = = i betta get bak to my books
BUHBYE BUHBYE BUHBYE *chuckles*

lalala XD

i've got a 15% essay due on friday by 4pm
n yea of coz i haven touch a single bit XD
was in dilema noh =S
its an open essay tho...kinda hate open topic as i sux in makin decision
"discuss immunological aspects of prognosis, pathogenesis n treatment of a human disease"
muz b immunological lagi = =
AAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH
i've got a few topics tat i'm interested in (not interested at all..but bcoz of d essay boh bian la)
Epilepsy...Parkinson's Disease...Alzheimer's Disease..Dandy-Walker Syndrome which r on d top list
eeeee...hard to make decision la..due on fri d...amen = =
LoL...how bout main dadu n decide XD
Blaaaaaaaaaaaa...ignore me XD

my stupiak lappie crashed down when i'm chatting happily at midnite = =
yea rite...thx for crashin down n put me into shyt mood
system restore was incomplete...wad a failure = =
but oh well..it doesnt matters since i was able to get bak all my docs
i wud die if everythg's gone
my assg..reports..lect slides..tutes..pics..songs..not forgetting my chat history LoL
big big thx to him for acc me whole nite guiding me fixin my lappie
n LoL thx for lecturin me as well = =
duh..i memang dunno how to jaga my lappie wad = =
cant blame me bah XD
sowie for keepin u up till 5am in d morning >.<

sowie i caused troubles again dis noon >.<
din noe d check disks wud take up more than 1hr
i tot its gonna b damn fast like last nite =S
tats y i keep rejectin to giv u a buzz as u're in class
sowie to keep u waiting
sowie to cause u missing 10mins from ur very imp class =S
sowie tat i've made u angry again ='(
i feel bad ='(
ur sms made me feel even worst ='(
its my stupiak fault
stupiak tears keep rollin down
u said if i continue apologizing u'll not hiu me d
erk...but besides from sowie i reli dunno wad to say d =S
we're kinda cold tonite
u're gamin...i'm assg-ing
no one's talkin
its freakin unusual
reli cant get used to dis kinda freakin coldness
i freakin hate dis kinda feelin URGH
i'm sowie....sowie i said it once again

its been 21days <3
its been so saweet of u makin my heart meltz everyday = )
u''re d reason for causing my adrenaline pumping uncontrollably causin my heart rate to increase
our turning point doesnt work out rite in d beginning
at tat moment i felt like givin up
u asked me not to
hence i hold on
we've overcome d hardest moment in our diary
now we've prove tat it was a rite decision choosin for a turnin point
thx for showerin me wit love
thx for caring me wit love
thx for givin me hopes n dreams
thx for makin me belif in foreva once again
loving u..is all i wanna do
SaB is totally fully LueN branded
16th 17th 18th 19th 20th 21st day r d wildest n craziest day tat we've eva hav
esp day 20th...d most most most wildest n craziest day eva
te amo <3