gomenasai >___________<

heyz guyz...i'm sowie for neglecting my bloggie for such a long time
there's alot to update actually but oh well u noe me well...i'm LAZY
so i'll try my best to write as much as i can....lolx =D
so plzzzz stop nagging n ask me to update d la coz i'm doin it now altho its sooo gonna b a piece of shyt >___________________<
been reli bz for d past 6weeks o so tats y i dun hav d chance to grab a nice cup of hot choc n stick my arse to my beddie n do some blogging....i'm sowie
my days were filled up wit eat sleep chat work drama
so i guess i kinda fully used up my holidays n i'm glad tat i did =D


its been some sort of i dunno how to say it but mb i shud say it has bcum a habit for me to chat wit dese two particular great ppl....ANGE DA PANDIE GRANNIE n my CLONE
still rmb when pandie cant on9 for a certain period it made me missed her like hell lotzzz T.T
but luckily we still can get to sms but i felt sowie n guilty for causing her wasting so much money to reload her fon...sowie ANGE >.<
i lub dem to itsy bitsy bits <3


generally i had a fight wit d doorman aka d DOG on saturday which made me quit my job in d restaurant LOL
he asked d other staffs to go opposite d street n giv out d discount vouchers n for sure they all came n complain to me
so i said to d DOG tat he shud n he can do it himself n tats his job...y d hell does he nd d waitstaff to do it n hello OLD DOG...none of d restaurant in northbridge asked deir waitstaff to do d freaking useless thingy ok..... oh well...d DOG got pissed n walked into d bar n said he wud hav do it himself if he cud n shouted at me tat its fine den he'll do it alone den i got pissed as well n straight away grab d vouchers n menu n walked off d restaurant to d opposite street
when he saw me walkin out he told me he dun wan me to do it n asked me to walk bak in ignored him n continue walking my way out
den he fcuking came across n fcuking lectured me in front of so many pedestrian damn it...i'm doing wad u wanted d wad d fcuk r u still unhapi bout fcukin old dog???
its jz standing out dere in d cold for fcukin 30mins n i noe d waitstaffs can manage everything in d restaurant without me for 30mins coz it wun b bz tat time
gosh...he fcuking acted like he's d manager n he's in charge sayin dey r his staff n shud listen to him....HELLO OLD DOG....i neva rmb d boss said u're d manager o person in charge ok....ITS ME WHO'S IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING OK DUMB ARSE
den he ordered me to go bak n fcukin scolded me childish WTF
being me...for sure i dun even giv a damn n continue standing dere n he started to threaten me he wud walk off since i dun wanna walk bak...
oh yea???fine den...u pissed me off...i had enuf of u n its time for me to quit n a gud reason for me to quit...guyz look...he fcukin pointed at ur nose n use his finger to ask u to come over like u're a dog o wad...every single time ok...d waitstaffs complained not onli once but everyday...n he fcukin sexually harassed one of d staff n caused her to quit
i straight away walked bak to d restaurant n throwed everything den took my stuffs wit me n said loudly "GO IN N TELL D BOSS I'M GONE" den walked away
every waitstaffs r stun n freaked off LOL
i called one of d chef n told him wad happened n asked him to tell d boss
den for sure d boss keep callin me n sms me ask me to go bak
BUT i'm sowie la...i cant stand it anymore... i dun wanna suffer working dere anymore...its not reli a hapi working environment...
i'm onli hapi workin on sunday lunch when its onli me running all d bar n d floor wit jack n jim n jay in d kitchen....we had so much fun =D jack...jim...jay...wendy...nicky...melissa...pat...daniel...desmond...nicole i heart u guyz n u guyz r d best =D
shyt i'm fcuking JOBLESS now...lmao


uni started...gonna b d 2nd week of uni...kinda nervous coz d units r damn hard dis sem hopefully i can do well n achieve gud grades
for pandiee n clone n ahui n d rest out dere....gambateh for a whole new sem...all d best =D
no more slacking dis sem....muz do well n fight all d way till d end...AZA AZA
thx to clone for waking me up everyday for uni =D
skype call wit him has been on d whole nitez so tat he can BOOO to wake me up in d morning its reli so saweet of him =D
da ben dan...reli thx alot =D


dramas are gud....i can fill up d pail wit my tears...
shyt la...every single drama tat i watch sure make me cry one T.T
make my eyes so swollen everyday....
dey said i'm way too emo d....cried too much...i'm a ham bao


clone was kinda not in d mood today.... i can feel d hurt he felt...it hurts alot
he trust me alot n i'm glad bout it =D
i felt so helpless....he's reli too special to me tat i felt guilty n sowie for him if i can't help him n if my advises sux
i can feel tat u're hiding sth when u on ur webby...its jz so not u...
lookin helplessly at my screen...wondering wads wrong wit u...i reli dunno y but i noe its bcoz of TAT...was hopin tat when u're tired n bored playin wit ur webby u wud tell me....tok to me finally...u let out all d hidden words in ur heart...i tried to help...hopin its d best...i cried
da ben dan....jz wanna let u noe tat plz dun keep everything deep inside ur heart...sha dan me will owez owez owez b here 4u n b ur rubbish bin......coz u r special to me...plz rmb dis


shyt....i'm tired n sleepy d...i'm off to beddie now
d latest n up-to-date sab for now
currently listening to dis song =D