just a summary of bullshyts >.<

harlo =] i've been really lazy recently (as usual)..back to uni again *sighz* i just don't feel like going back to uni..i seriously don't have any motivation to keep me attending all the lectures n labs at all especially when u have i-lectures (look..i know i'm misusing the lectopia...sorry T.T) i'm really lost =S i've lost my way..don't ask me what's my purpose of life..honestly, i have yet found it *gosh* perhaps d only purpose of my life now is to live my life to the fullest..study hard work hard play hard >.<

easter break was great..really different from past years *smiles* i just don't want to waste my holiday so i decided to bump into aunt's house and planned for a last minute trip to mundaring which was on easter sunday...weeeee ^ ^ picked up the guys and headed over to aunt's place..its an hour drive to mundaring so i have snatch the front passenger seat as i have this "yun che" syndrome LOL..its the same for easter monday as we headed off for a 50minutes drive to the maze..uncle's been bad =.= he's been speeding all the way and sometimes we couldn't catch up with his speed =.= mundaring is really nice..too bad we don't have much time so we didn't really explore the place..but its a deal that future first trip would goes to...MUNDARING..oh yea xD have u been to "the world best pizza" in mundaring???its seriously deserves to be known as the world best pizza..they received plenty of awards for their creativity and yummilicious-ness of their pizzas xD its a MUST GO THERE N HAVE THE PIZZAS!!!!the maze is not bad too..they have mazes for u to challenge n mini golf n super duper BIG CHESS n some animals as well

the rest of the holidays...i spent it WISELY on watching dramas n sleeping LOL xD its my bad i know..i didnt even bother to flip my lecture notes >.<>

had oral glucose tolerance test for my biochem lab today ^ ^ we're required to fast at least 12hours prior to the test..my bench group have me doing this freaking boring test n yeah ^ ^ i've got plenty of chocs from the unit coordinator for voluntaring to starve (kesian) and prick my fingers (not pain lo..quite fun)...the group PBL is so shitty..there's 8 questions to answer n they fuggin just pick those questions that they know how to do n they have answers wit...leaving the last 2 hardest questions to me...wtf =.=

final exam timetable is out =S i should say i'm quite happy with my timetable this time =D i've got few days break for me to study till the next paper =D weeeeeeeee ^ ^ hopefully i can do well this time..if possible..i hope for HD but *shrugs* a pass would do =S i really need to put in more effort..i need better time management n i'll seriously finish all my reports n pbl n quiz which are not dued until friday by tomorrow (wed) then start studying on thurs for the coming up intrasem exams O.o

final papers....
1st June = biomedical physiology
4th June = microbiology II
10th June = human and comparative biochemistry


*fyi...i'm currently still searching for place to rent..so damn pek chek so damn sianz so damn frust...i just need to move..i need more convenient public transport access to go uni n ESPECIALLY work T.T *sobs* i seriously need money...i guess u'll never know how lucky u guys are when u dont have to work to earn for ur own rentals n bills n living expenses and handle ur studies wit good grades *a big fat sighz* well..this is the results of my own stoopid request =.= basically i told my parents to pay for my fees only (they don't pay for my fees anymore cause my grandpa company actually sponsored my fees since i enter uni for getting good grades) and i told them that they don't have to give me any allowance as i want to be more independent and earn for my own living...WALAO...now i really damn regret lo =.= why the hell am i so damn GEH KIANG last time..GILAAAAAAAA =.= the more i think about it the more pissed i get =.=



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

如果的事

我的个性你最了
你总爱说我奇怪
明明前一秒钟哭得稀里哗啦，下一秒钟竟可以笑的像小孩
还老爱叫我哭包
一些芝麻绿豆的小事，也能让我掉泪
我的个性就是这么大剌剌的
开心与不开心都会表现出来
或许就是这样的我，把你骗到了吧

这几天，我不乖了
我的心，不听话了
莫名其妙的耍emo了
莫名其妙的惹你生气了
莫名其妙的耍脾气了
不管是吵架还是不开心，我都会说i need a hug
打完这一句，我就会放声的大哭
明知道此时此刻的你不能紧紧把我抱在怀里
明知道说这句话会让你很自责，很伤心
对不起，我还是说了

我患上了想念你的综合症
无时无刻都会不由自主的想起你
想念，总让我傻笑中带着泪
想念，会让我想起和你在一起的每个细节
哪怕是小小的话语，小小的眼色，小小的动作，
都令我无尽的回忆着
多希望现在就在你的身边，可以让我仔细的看着你
想念你的滋味，总是呆呆坐在电脑面前，对着屏幕发呆，
发呆的眼里，满满都是你

如果你在我身边那该多好
想和你做的事有很多
煮饭，打扫，看戏，唱歌，牵手，抱抱，亲亲，还有好多好多
如果这些事每天都能实现，那该多好

怎么办
我越来越想你了

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

simple =]

let this be my last word...that i trust in thy love =]


p/s: imissyou.iloveyou

超级喜欢

我的miao miao。。


喜欢你的幼稚
喜欢你的可爱
喜欢你像小孩子一样的哄我开心
喜欢你像小孩子一样的对我撒娇
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我闹变扭
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我斗嘴
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我耍脾气
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我埋怨
喜欢你每天都烦着我
喜欢你每天都担心我
喜欢你每天都关心我
喜欢你每天都唱歌给我听
喜欢你说床边故事给我听
喜欢你每天都装可爱
喜欢你每天都耍白痴
喜欢你骂我的时候
喜欢你哭泣的时候
喜欢你放声大笑的时候
喜欢你认真的时候
喜欢你犹豫的时候
喜欢你烦恼的时候
喜欢你害羞的时候
喜欢你说你爱我比我爱你多的时候
喜欢你叫我小姐头的时候
喜欢你叫我宝贝的时候
喜欢你叫我老婆的时候
喜欢你那水汪汪且放电和温柔的眼睛
喜欢你那灿烂的笑容
喜欢你那个猪鼻子
喜欢你那软软的嘴唇
喜欢你那灵活的舌头
喜欢你那双大大又温柔的手
喜欢你那可以依靠的肩膀
喜欢你那温暖且是我避风港的胸膛
喜欢被你吻的忘了自我
喜欢被你牵着不放
喜欢被你抱着不放
喜欢被你抱在怀里睡觉
喜欢被你舔的一寸也不留
喜欢被你非礼的害羞起来
喜欢我们二合为一的时候
喜欢有你在的感觉
喜欢每天听你说你爱我
喜欢爱你的我
因为我也很爱你


我谁都不爱。。就是只爱你一个


miao miao...rawr rawr 永远爱你哦!!!



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

胡言乱语篇= =

奇怪 = =
算是自己屁股痒吧
无端端的跑去看些不该看的东西
搞到自己心里不平衡

过去让它过去
已经来不及挽回的事。。何必还要再提
就算终于明白了自己的过错。。
就算觉得抱歉了。。
就算后悔了。。
一切都来不及了。。
是自己。。不懂得珍惜
错过了。。就该放开双手
何必还依依不舍
何必还耿耿于怀
何必还要觉得内疚
何必还那么在乎对方
不觉得辛苦吗???

有些人就是很奇怪
是你的东西时。。你不好好的珍惜
当你把他搞丢时。。就把罪怪在别人身上
为何不想想是自己的错
为什么。。失去了才懂得珍惜
为什么。。越不是你的东西。。你却越想要
为什么。。还要做些事来"haunt"对方
为什么。。就不能大方一点祝福对方
要知道。。曾经的过往。。是永远都无可追回的了

最近不知怎么了。。心情特别糟
每天都在胡言乱语
每天都很过分
过分的。。还把你弄哭了 = =
真的对不起
只能说。。我很不安心
不是我不相信你
只是。。你可不可以不要这么在乎不该在乎的人
你嘴巴说你不care
可是连瞎子都看得出其实你是很care的
我不想过着那种每天都被"haunt"的日子
我很怕。。你知道吗???
我眼中的恐惧。。你看到了吗???



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

hoho xD

因为我的一句开玩笑。。害得你花了很多心思和时间在banner上
你的体贴。。你的用心良苦。。我收到了
谢谢你的疼爱
嘿嘿。。今天真的很开心很感动
全因为你。。我的宝贝
你说。。这幅画背后有着它自己的故事
你说。。在心空闪亮的夜晚
月亮照着的夜晚。。
一对情侣在街上走着
流星划过的那一瞬间。。
可爱的男生对傻傻的女生说。。“我永远都爱你”
他两许下了同样的愿望。。。
“我希望。。我们两永远都不会分离。。永远的在一起”
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i love you...

my voice says it...

my dreams see it...

and my heart feels it...



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

i'm jz too bored =p

Baaaaaaah = = havin a freakin 3hrs break till my next class is soooo freaking stoooopid.....bloody hell timetable for tuesday n wednesday = = blogging from uni comp is soooo not fun = = din even realise its d mid of 3rd week of uni d = = DANG!!!ok lo...time terbang damn fast lo = = meaning all d stooopid shyts gonna greet me soon again = = uni has been soso so far = = 3rd yr units reli sux to da max = = microbio 2 is like sooo freaking HARD ok = = instead of microbio 1 i took comparative n human microbio last sem which is like NOT LINKING to my microbio 2 at all = = tats fine den...who noes dis freakin unit has NO lecture slides NO textbook NO i-lecture...with a freakin 1 hr lecture per week onli = = shoot me to death betta = = somemore dere's dis stooopid INDIVIDUAL research laboratory project worth 35% where i damn nd to choose a topic to research on in lab n deal wit all d freakin bacteria wit freakin LIMITED funds n resources = = wth looo...d gangster unit coordinator tell me i'll do fine in this unit @@ errr...i've got no idea at all wads goin on..how do u expect me to do well @@ confirm KANTOI d @@

by da way xD i've moved out from my freakin 1 week homestay...totally knot tahan at all lo...so damn cheapskate...so damn calculative...so damn impolite to go into ppl's room when ppl's at uni lo...no privacy de lo...come in as dey like without askin permission lo...dinner's like shyts lo...totally no freedom lo...its like i'm stayin in a prison = = HOHOHO!!!i'm damn enjoyin my freedom again xD moved to cuzzie house temporarily while waiting for d renovation of my soon to b rental place in vic park to complete which is like in 2months time xD cant wait to move again!!!i damn miss my iinet internet lo...3 moblie broadband damn expensive n sux lo T^T how to survive with 4GB of quota per month =S

hehe xD bao bei's been damn cute + funny + childish these few days xD makin me nonstop lafing like a soh por xD teehee xD qi dai 6 yue de dao lai xD bao bei coming to perth in june =p HOHO

okie dokie...enuf crapsssssss for now xD off to do some research for my oral presentation = =



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou