i tink i sense ppl missing my blog updates eh...u noe who u r xD interview at david jones for xmas casual yesterday..i tink i did well..i crawl out of my turtle shell n spoke out more in d interview compared to d interview in myer which obviously i got rejected coz imma paiseh hidding in my turtle shell..got a morning call from dj..wad else can i say ---- i got d job ^^ took a couple of pics after d interview on behalf of babe's request..dun comment anything plz..dun make me kip xim..i noe i gained supa lotsa weight ><><><
not progressing studyin for my finals tho..coz i've still got an assignment due during my study break..stoopid lecturer!!!wadeva la..gonna finish d assignment by today n start studying for finals...d plan is study till 6 o 7 in the morning den gonna sleep from there till 11 o 12 since i cant study in d morning..its jz useless forcing me studyin in d morning..it jz wun go in my brain..brain factory rejected all d valuable information i wanna share wit him...wad a shame..one last thing i wanna say b4 i cut all my craps...SCREW U FB!!U MAKE ME CANT FOCUS N CONCENTRATE AT ALL!!!
i guess i've been pretty emo recently..totally break down yesterday..no reason..i jz feel like crying all of a sudden..when i see the boyfriend, the pipe jz turned on automatically the very next second..how i wish i cud cry in his arms..big fat sighz
insomia is killing me..i've been rolling on my bed from 12.30am to omoz 6am everyday with my eyes wide open =.= i jz cudnt sleep at all =.= so i'll b in my dreamland every morning that i skipped all my class..pandai betul =.=
gonna hav my genetics mid sem tmr noon n aims mid sem on friday noon..this is stressing me out..but i jz cudnt concentrate at all..slacking badly eventho i noe how serious d situation is..another sighz..i jz need the boyfriend badly..i need the boyfriend to nag me n scold me like hell..after that i'll jz cry my lungs out..n i'll eventually start concentrating on my studies =.= too bad the boyfriend is with his joi ren gang tonite rushing their assignments..waited whole nite for his sms..hoping that i'll receive a gambateh sms from him..disappointed..somehow the boyfriend is owez serious n concentrated when he is engaged in his assignments n studies..neglected..i dont ask for more..i jz wan a sms..jz one sms wud b enough..selfish me..i guess he might hav forgotten about me having my exam tmr..shrugs
its 090909 somehow its being interpreted as eternal o wad so eva so yeah..alot of ppl are registering n getting married today everyone's writing sth bout 090909 in fb n their blogs so i might as well masuk satu kaki juga lol 090909 0909am imma was in imma's lovely dreamland 090909 0909pm imma wud b doing assg n on skype call wit babe next yr wud b 101010 [dunno wad dis date gonna mean yet] newayz its gonna b a sunday..so i guess i'll come up wit this 101010 1010am imma's gonna b in imma's babe arm sharing d same lovely dreamland 101010 1010pm imma's gonna b idunnoyet wit babe
for moi boi ♥ when you're with me, i get butterflies all inside, when you're away all i do is frown and cry, when you kiss me all my troubles float away, when i'm with you, time just slips away. i love you ♥
quite happening today ^^ but imma lz to list all out...so highlight for today is imma skipped my lectures and went for interview in burswood..its so much diff from d one i had in myer..this was so fun ^^
LOL...purposely not greeting my babe pandie during midnite for her bday n intended to greet her at 8.30pm which is d time she was born..too bad imma too tired today so slept from 5pm to 9.40pm and wake up in a WTH word LOL...sorry babe n pandie babe for ur effort to wake me up using skype call...sowie my lappie vol was LOW xD
BABE PANDIE CHAN...OTANJOBI OMEDETO...(altho d amount of candle on ur cake is increasing..d seh gia face of u is gettin more seh gia) ME LOVE YOU HEAPS lol mwahzzzzzzzzzzz hugiezzzzzzzzz
pft 6.42am = = occupational health and safety 15% essay due later at 4pm = = not tat i dun wanna do it earlier = = 3 to 4 assignments due everyweek is killing me = = final year sux to da max = = totally last minute work again...yes!!supa dupa last minute = = not a single alphabet typed until 12am = = finished the shyt essay in 6.5hrs = = dun give a shyt d..as long as gimme a pass i wud b happy enuf = = mornite world..imma going to tido now and not to forget to mention..i'll b skipping morning lect n only attending afternoon workshop later n probably gonna skipped d remaining 1.5hrs of the workshop due to work commitment BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH = = btw..harlo study break..imma not so fancy bout u since u'll b fully loaded wit imma's assignment lol
omigosh!!see diok boh???oh well, hopefully i can present myself better in the interview..i wan the job!!!CRAVING for jobsssss!!!another way of saying is i NEED MONEY lolx...(i hav a job now but i just don't get enough shift and its on call job..well its fun tho coz i majorly work in Burswood for concerts..oh not forgetting to mention tat i worked for Pink's concert AGAIN last week..mwahaha..looking forward to all the coming up concerts eg. black eye pea,beyonce,britney,greenday n blaaaaaaaa)if i can get this job then i wouldn't be able to go back to msia d T_T i miss u heaps baby ♥
hmm..dunno wads wrong..INSOMIA..gosh imma being a good gal going to bed with babe ard 12 everyday BUT i always end up rolling here n there till 3 o 4 AM baru can sleep and i need to wake up at 7ish to go to uni..wth..mwahaha i feel bad coz i skipped all the 8.30am lects due to i tido late n alarm seems like useless to me LOL..shyt imma gonna go to all d lects from tmr onwards..no more skipping..errr sif i'm gonna b so good gal -_- anywayz hopefully laaaaaa
by the way..i dropped out from biochemII and took up occupational health and safety LOL..sama sama hard..but wadeva la i rather do assignment than stress sialz studyin for test =D errrrrrrrr..dunno wad to crap d..ciaoz ppl xD
~ღ ♥ i can never really tell u why i've been missing u alot..n i jz hav to take another look at ur photo in my wallet..n there's no reason y i keep ur t-shirt by my side when i sleep, pretending u were never really gone..its like a misisng star..tats owez been up in ur sky..its like the rainbow neva comes after the rain..its like the sun neva rises in every of ur morning..how m i suppose to live without those things..they are all u ♥ღ~
Bi....thx for the superb holiday =D enjoyed every second with U♥ my days have been filled with tears ever since the day u're about to leave..i miss you..all the things we did..all the memories we built..i just cant help crying..aint gonna express out here since i've been crying out all those words to you all these while(everything i wanna expresss will be expressed in our blog)..i just miss you too much
*screaming my lungs out* WO HEN XIANG NI ='(
some of the pix of our holiday can be accessed thru babe's FB =] lalalala xD
i'm stepping into my final year of uni =] well if i hadnt procrastinate so much it would have been my final semester this sem..well, things just doesnt go the way i wanted it to be..so yeah..1st day of battlefield is already a disaster to me..biochemII hates me!! there's 5modules to study and each module will be crammed into 2lectures and 1workshop ONLY and there would be test waving to me straight away..there's so many additional reading to do as well..i cant even understand a single shyt in the lecture plus i hardly read a single shyt as lecturer has a fugging ugly handwritting..advances in med sci is giving me a hard time as well..same goes to genetics..well its all becoz i haven taken any of the prerequisites for all 3units beforehand..i can feel the tense and stress already yet its just only 3days of uni eeeeek..i skipped tues n wed lectures since i wasnt feeling so well..gosh this is the 1st time i'm actually listening to i-lect to catch up my lectures..lol however there's still some stuffs i happened to dont understand so well..so i'm sooooo gonna bump into lecturer's office soon weeeeeeeeeee ^^
woot...haven't been blogging for 1whole month..nothing much happened tho..i guess i'll just do a brief update
tummy not feeling well for the past whole week..its such a torture!!!
finally finished my intra sem 3 exam for biomed..i didnt study due to tummy ache T.T
biomed presentation was ok i guess..presenting in front of 7lecturers was freaking scary O.o n the most scary part was when all the lecturers keep throwing question and they did not give any time allowance for us to think about the answers..so kinda screwed up the Q&A part..*crossed fingers*
microbio's project report was a piece of shit..honestly i really did my best but i know my work was just not good enough..well what can i expect for a last minute work..just pray that i'll at least get a pass for the report..not asking for more..just a pass would do *crossed fingers*
worked at Pink concert at Burswood Dome last friday and saturday..it was fun and easy job..get to watch the concert for free after work =D it was AWESOME!!!!! ^^
weather is getting colder..i hate the strong howling wind as it activate my headache..and rain rain please go away >.<
going to work at Pussycat Doll concert at Burswood Dome this saturday ^^
going to start my revision today....ahhh i want to pass and yes i'm so gonna pass no matter how hard it is going to be *wish me lots of luck*
love my babe ^^ so glad to have him walking down the road with me ^^ there's this moment when there's laughters, tears, arguments, emoness, sadness, happiness, craziness..although we're 4000km apart, distance is definitely not a problem for us..our bond for each other continues to grow stronger and tighter every single day 24052009..8months anniversary..been waiting for this from u yesterday but in the end u didn't mentioned anything..guessed that u've forgotten about this..don't blame u for it tho..i know u're stressed with ur exam..anyways..if u're reading this, i guess by now u should know the reason behind the scene of midnite and this morning =]
don't ask me why am i freaking blogging at 4.23AM =.= i'm obviously exhausted from doing my biochemistry stuffs :::group PBL (i've finished it at 12.55AM)..n now i'm still stucked doing my lab report for hours (sort of 70% done now...i'm finishing the statistic questions part n going to leave the activation or inhibition part for tomorrow noon in uni "JUST TO KILL MY TIME IN UNI")..n i basically haven't do my post-lab quiz (can only do it after i finish my report writing..so basically i'm going to do it in uni as well tomorrow noon)::: thanks babe for helping me out with a damn hard n arse killing calculations..n thanks to my dear again for helping me calculating the means, standard deviation n standard error for mean for my datas =D (my graphic calculator was out of battery so i really couldn't do any calculations n i freaking don't know how to do it with excel *uh-huh..i know i am an idiot*..so yeah he helped me but LOL he doesn't know how to calculate the SEM as well =.= so we had lots of confusion n a bit of sianz going on during that time >.< well..its just too much stuffs to do n i'm freaking stressed out n i do feel bad towards baby cause he leave his own report behind just to help me with my reports first *sobs* n i don't know why i just felt so sick as well...all these combination basically is just too much n i cant stand it..conclusion was all of a sudden, somehow, my eyes river were flooding O.o then talked to baby later on n i somehow just burst again then LOL he cried as well eh >.<
between =.= my table is FULL of RUBBISH =.= it WAS CLEAN at 5pm yesterday..now its so damn filled with books n papers n stationary n cups n bottles n KFC n keropok n chocs n coffee n tea n WHATEVER u can think of =.= OHMYGOSH KILL ME =.= (hope babe were here..then he can clean up all the mess for me eh) *chuckles* ok ok...back to few more questions then off to bed for 3hours then off to house inspection then stoopid uni =.= p/s: iloveyou.imissyou
harlo =] i've been really lazy recently (as usual)..back to uni again *sighz* i just don't feel like going back to uni..i seriously don't have any motivation to keep me attending all the lectures n labs at all especially when u have i-lectures (look..i know i'm misusing the lectopia...sorry T.T) i'm really lost =S i've lost my way..don't ask me what's my purpose of life..honestly, i have yet found it *gosh* perhaps d only purpose of my life now is to live my life to the fullest..study hard work hard play hard >.<
easter break was great..really different from past years *smiles* i just don't want to waste my holiday so i decided to bump into aunt's house and planned for a last minute trip to mundaring which was on easter sunday...weeeee ^ ^ picked up the guys and headed over to aunt's place..its an hour drive to mundaring so i have snatch the front passenger seat as i have this "yun che" syndrome LOL..its the same for easter monday as we headed off for a 50minutes drive to the maze..uncle's been bad =.= he's been speeding all the way and sometimes we couldn't catch up with his speed =.= mundaring is really nice..too bad we don't have much time so we didn't really explore the place..but its a deal that future first trip would goes to...MUNDARING..oh yea xD have u been to "the world best pizza" in mundaring???its seriously deserves to be known as the world best pizza..they received plenty of awards for their creativity and yummilicious-ness of their pizzas xD its a MUST GO THERE N HAVE THE PIZZAS!!!!the maze is not bad too..they have mazes for u to challenge n mini golf n super duper BIG CHESS n some animals as well
the rest of the holidays...i spent it WISELY on watching dramas n sleeping LOL xD its my bad i know..i didnt even bother to flip my lecture notes >.<>
had oral glucose tolerance test for my biochem lab today ^ ^ we're required to fast at least 12hours prior to the test..my bench group have me doing this freaking boring test n yeah ^ ^ i've got plenty of chocs from the unit coordinator for voluntaring to starve (kesian) and prick my fingers (not pain lo..quite fun)...the group PBL is so shitty..there's 8 questions to answer n they fuggin just pick those questions that they know how to do n they have answers wit...leaving the last 2 hardest questions to me...wtf =.=
final exam timetable is out =S i should say i'm quite happy with my timetable this time =D i've got few days break for me to study till the next paper =D weeeeeeeee ^ ^ hopefully i can do well this time..if possible..i hope for HD but *shrugs* a pass would do =S i really need to put in more effort..i need better time management n i'll seriously finish all my reports n pbl n quiz which are not dued until friday by tomorrow (wed) then start studying on thurs for the coming up intrasem exams O.o
final papers.... 1st June = biomedical physiology 4th June = microbiology II 10th June = human and comparative biochemistry
*fyi...i'm currently still searching for place to rent..so damn pek chek so damn sianz so damn frust...i just need to move..i need more convenient public transport access to go uni n ESPECIALLY work T.T *sobs* i seriously need money...i guess u'll never know how lucky u guys are when u dont have to work to earn for ur own rentals n bills n living expenses and handle ur studies wit good grades *a big fat sighz* well..this is the results of my own stoopid request =.= basically i told my parents to pay for my fees only (they don't pay for my fees anymore cause my grandpa company actually sponsored my fees since i enter uni for getting good grades) and i told them that they don't have to give me any allowance as i want to be more independent and earn for my own living...WALAO...now i really damn regret lo =.= why the hell am i so damn GEH KIANG last time..GILAAAAAAAA =.= the more i think about it the more pissed i get =.=
Baaaaaaah = = havin a freakin 3hrs break till my next class is soooo freaking stoooopid.....bloody hell timetable for tuesday n wednesday = = blogging from uni comp is soooo not fun = = din even realise its d mid of 3rd week of uni d = = DANG!!!ok lo...time terbang damn fast lo = = meaning all d stooopid shyts gonna greet me soon again = = uni has been soso so far = = 3rd yr units reli sux to da max = = microbio 2 is like sooo freaking HARD ok = = instead of microbio 1 i took comparative n human microbio last sem which is like NOT LINKING to my microbio 2 at all = = tats fine den...who noes dis freakin unit has NO lecture slides NO textbook NO i-lecture...with a freakin 1 hr lecture per week onli = = shoot me to death betta = = somemore dere's dis stooopid INDIVIDUAL research laboratory project worth 35% where i damn nd to choose a topic to research on in lab n deal wit all d freakin bacteria wit freakin LIMITED funds n resources = = wth looo...d gangster unit coordinator tell me i'll do fine in this unit @@ errr...i've got no idea at all wads goin on..how do u expect me to do well @@ confirm KANTOI d @@
by da way xD i've moved out from my freakin 1 week homestay...totally knot tahan at all lo...so damn cheapskate...so damn calculative...so damn impolite to go into ppl's room when ppl's at uni lo...no privacy de lo...come in as dey like without askin permission lo...dinner's like shyts lo...totally no freedom lo...its like i'm stayin in a prison = = HOHOHO!!!i'm damn enjoyin my freedom again xD moved to cuzzie house temporarily while waiting for d renovation of my soon to b rental place in vic park to complete which is like in 2months time xD cant wait to move again!!!i damn miss my iinet internet lo...3 moblie broadband damn expensive n sux lo T^T how to survive with 4GB of quota per month =S
hehe xD bao bei's been damn cute + funny + childish these few days xD makin me nonstop lafing like a soh por xD teehee xD qi dai 6 yue de dao lai xD bao bei coming to perth in june =p HOHO
okie dokie...enuf crapsssssss for now xD off to do some research for my oral presentation = =