dadi forced me to blog

i tink i sense ppl missing my blog updates eh...u noe who u r xD
interview at david jones for xmas casual yesterday..i tink i did well..i crawl out of my turtle shell n spoke out more in d interview compared to d interview in myer which obviously i got rejected coz imma paiseh hidding in my turtle shell..got a morning call from dj..wad else can i say ---- i got d job ^^ took a couple of pics after d interview on behalf of babe's request..dun comment anything plz..dun make me kip xim..i noe i gained supa lotsa weight ><><><

not progressing studyin for my finals tho..coz i've still got an assignment due during my study break..stoopid lecturer!!!wadeva la..gonna finish d assignment by today n start studying for finals...d plan is study till 6 o 7 in the morning den gonna sleep from there till 11 o 12 since i cant study in d morning..its jz useless forcing me studyin in d morning..it jz wun go in my brain..brain factory rejected all d valuable information i wanna share wit him...wad a shame..one last thing i wanna say b4 i cut all my craps...SCREW U FB!!U MAKE ME CANT FOCUS N CONCENTRATE AT ALL!!!


p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

let it be

heart...break...shattered..


for real...

e.m.o

i guess i've been pretty emo recently..totally break down yesterday..no reason..i jz feel like crying all of a sudden..when i see the boyfriend, the pipe jz turned on automatically the very next second..how i wish i cud cry in his arms..big fat sighz

insomia is killing me..i've been rolling on my bed from 12.30am to omoz 6am everyday with my eyes wide open =.= i jz cudnt sleep at all =.= so i'll b in my dreamland every morning that i skipped all my class..pandai betul =.=

gonna hav my genetics mid sem tmr noon n aims mid sem on friday noon..this is stressing me out..but i jz cudnt concentrate at all..slacking badly eventho i noe how serious d situation is..another sighz..i jz need the boyfriend badly..i need the boyfriend to nag me n scold me like hell..after that i'll jz cry my lungs out..n i'll eventually start concentrating on my studies =.= too bad the boyfriend is with his joi ren gang tonite rushing their assignments..waited whole nite for his sms..hoping that i'll receive a gambateh sms from him..disappointed..somehow the boyfriend is owez serious n concentrated when he is engaged in his assignments n studies..neglected..i dont ask for more..i jz wan a sms..jz one sms wud b enough..selfish me..i guess he might hav forgotten about me having my exam tmr..shrugs

.....iknowitsstupidbutijustfeellikecryingnowcani.....




p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

090909

its 090909
somehow its being interpreted as eternal o wad so eva
so yeah..alot of ppl are registering n getting married today
everyone's writing sth bout 090909 in fb n their blogs
so i might as well masuk satu kaki juga lol
090909 0909am
imma was in imma's lovely dreamland
090909 0909pm
imma wud b doing assg n on skype call wit babe
next yr wud b 101010 [dunno wad dis date gonna mean yet]
newayz its gonna b a sunday..so i guess i'll come up wit this
101010 1010am
imma's gonna b in imma's babe arm sharing d same lovely dreamland
101010 1010pm
imma's gonna b idunnoyet wit babe



for moi boi ♥
when you're with me, i get butterflies all inside,
when you're away all i do is frown and cry,
when you kiss me all my troubles float away,
when i'm with you, time just slips away.
i love you ♥

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

pandiee getting old lol

quite happening today ^^ but imma lz to list all out...so highlight for today is imma skipped my lectures and went for interview in burswood..its so much diff from d one i had in myer..this was so fun ^^


LOL...purposely not greeting my babe pandie during midnite for her bday n intended to greet her at 8.30pm which is d time she was born..too bad imma too tired today so slept from 5pm to 9.40pm and wake up in a WTH word LOL...sorry babe n pandie babe for ur effort to wake me up using skype call...sowie my lappie vol was LOW xD


BABE PANDIE CHAN...OTANJOBI OMEDETO...(altho d amount of candle on ur cake is increasing..d seh gia face of u is gettin more seh gia)
ME LOVE YOU HEAPS lol mwahzzzzzzzzzzz hugiezzzzzzzzz



p/s : i loveyou.imissyou

crap assignment killed me ==

pft 6.42am = =
occupational health and safety 15% essay due later at 4pm = =
not tat i dun wanna do it earlier = =
3 to 4 assignments due everyweek is killing me = =
final year sux to da max = =
totally last minute work again...yes!!supa dupa last minute = =
not a single alphabet typed until 12am = =
finished the shyt essay in 6.5hrs = =
dun give a shyt d..as long as gimme a pass i wud b happy enuf = =
mornite world..imma going to tido now
and not to forget to mention..i'll b skipping morning lect n only attending afternoon workshop later n probably gonna skipped d remaining 1.5hrs of the workshop due to work commitment BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH = =
btw..harlo study break..imma not so fancy bout u since u'll b fully loaded wit imma's assignment lol


p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

its 824 ^^

824 - 11周月快乐
不知不觉已经说了11个月的 - 我爱你
1个月前的24日，鼓起了勇气，抱着舍不得 ，送你离开千里之外
你给的最后的拥抱和亲吻，多么想让时间停留在那一刻
不知何时才能再重逢，只知道会是半年或一年后
一个月过了，对你的思念是一天又一天的增加
泪水，也不曾停止过
嗯。。懒得多说什么了
只希望我们可以经得起时间的考验
想听些什么，那就尽情期待1个月后的24日

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

= =

嗯。。
又讲错话了。。
每次都这样。。
又hurt了你。。
县自己 = =

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

jobs please come to me ^^

omigosh!!see diok boh???oh well, hopefully i can present myself better in the interview..i wan the job!!!CRAVING for jobsssss!!!another way of saying is i NEED MONEY lolx...(i hav a job now but i just don't get enough shift and its on call job..well its fun tho coz i majorly work in Burswood for concerts..oh not forgetting to mention tat i worked for Pink's concert AGAIN last week..mwahaha..looking forward to all the coming up concerts eg. black eye pea,beyonce,britney,greenday n blaaaaaaaa)if i can get this job then i wouldn't be able to go back to msia d T_T i miss u heaps baby ♥

hmm..dunno wads wrong..INSOMIA..gosh imma being a good gal going to bed with babe ard 12 everyday BUT i always end up rolling here n there till 3 o 4 AM baru can sleep and i need to wake up at 7ish to go to uni..wth..mwahaha i feel bad coz i skipped all the 8.30am lects due to i tido late n alarm seems like useless to me LOL..shyt imma gonna go to all d lects from tmr onwards..no more skipping..errr sif i'm gonna b so good gal -_- anywayz hopefully laaaaaa

by the way..i dropped out from biochemII and took up occupational health and safety LOL..sama sama hard..but wadeva la i rather do assignment than stress sialz studyin for test =D errrrrrrrr..dunno wad to crap d..ciaoz ppl xD


p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

missing stars

~ღ ♥ i can never really tell u why i've been missing u alot..n i jz hav to take another look at ur photo in my wallet..n there's no reason y i keep ur t-shirt by my side when i sleep, pretending u were never really gone..its like a misisng star..tats owez been up in ur sky..its like the rainbow neva comes after the rain..its like the sun neva rises in every of ur morning..how m i suppose to live without those things..they are all u ♥ღ~

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

my rainie days

Bi....thx for the superb holiday =D enjoyed every second with U♥ my days have been filled with tears ever since the day u're about to leave..i miss you..all the things we did..all the memories we built..i just cant help crying..aint gonna express out here since i've been crying out all those words to you all these while(everything i wanna expresss will be expressed in our blog)..i just miss you too much

*screaming my lungs out* WO HEN XIANG NI ='(

some of the pix of our holiday can be accessed thru babe's FB =] lalalala xD


i'm stepping into my final year of uni =] well if i hadnt procrastinate so much it would have been my final semester this sem..well, things just doesnt go the way i wanted it to be..so yeah..1st day of battlefield is already a disaster to me..biochemII hates me!! there's 5modules to study and each module will be crammed into 2lectures and 1workshop ONLY and there would be test waving to me straight away..there's so many additional reading to do as well..i cant even understand a single shyt in the lecture plus i hardly read a single shyt as lecturer has a fugging ugly handwritting..advances in med sci is giving me a hard time as well..same goes to genetics..well its all becoz i haven taken any of the prerequisites for all 3units beforehand..i can feel the tense and stress already yet its just only 3days of uni eeeeek..i skipped tues n wed lectures since i wasnt feeling so well..gosh this is the 1st time i'm actually listening to i-lect to catch up my lectures..lol however there's still some stuffs i happened to dont understand so well..so i'm sooooo gonna bump into lecturer's office soon weeeeeeeeeee ^^

p/s : iloveyou.imissyou

a brief note

woot...haven't been blogging for 1whole month..nothing much happened tho..i guess i'll just do a brief update

• tummy not feeling well for the past whole week..its such a torture!!!
• finally finished my intra sem 3 exam for biomed..i didnt study due to tummy ache T.T
• biomed presentation was ok i guess..presenting in front of 7lecturers was freaking scary O.o n the most scary part was when all the lecturers keep throwing question and they did not give any time allowance for us to think about the answers..so kinda screwed up the Q&A part..*crossed fingers*
• microbio's project report was a piece of shit..honestly i really did my best but i know my work was just not good enough..well what can i expect for a last minute work..just pray that i'll at least get a pass for the report..not asking for more..just a pass would do *crossed fingers*
• worked at Pink concert at Burswood Dome last friday and saturday..it was fun and easy job..get to watch the concert for free after work =D it was AWESOME!!!!! ^^
• weather is getting colder..i hate the strong howling wind as it activate my headache..and rain rain please go away >.<
• going to work at Pussycat Doll concert at Burswood Dome this saturday ^^
• going to start my revision today....ahhh i want to pass and yes i'm so gonna pass no matter how hard it is going to be *wish me lots of luck*

love my babe ^^ so glad to have him walking down the road with me ^^ there's this moment when there's laughters, tears, arguments, emoness, sadness, happiness, craziness..although we're 4000km apart, distance is definitely not a problem for us..our bond for each other continues to grow stronger and tighter every single day
24052009..8months anniversary..been waiting for this from u yesterday but in the end u didn't mentioned anything..guessed that u've forgotten about this..don't blame u for it tho..i know u're stressed with ur exam..anyways..if u're reading this, i guess by now u should know the reason behind the scene of midnite and this morning =]

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

想

突然好想你。。
不知怎么了。。
泪水不听使唤。。不停的流
我。。好想你
想每天起床第一眼就可以看得见你
想每天跟你一起赖床
想每天在你怀里睡觉
想每天回家就可以看到你
想每天做饭给你吃
想每天跟你一起上下学
想每天和你一起做功课
好想和你一起做好多好多的事

倫。。。我真的好想你
如果你在身边。。那该多好
多么渴望。。想念的你此时此刻就在身旁
眼泪。。是想念你的滋味
它。。还在不停的流
我很傻吧。。。

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

dun waste ur time reading dis crap post

don't ask me why am i freaking blogging at 4.23AM =.= i'm obviously exhausted from doing my biochemistry stuffs :::group PBL (i've finished it at 12.55AM)..n now i'm still stucked doing my lab report for hours (sort of 70% done now...i'm finishing the statistic questions part n going to leave the activation or inhibition part for tomorrow noon in uni "JUST TO KILL MY TIME IN UNI")..n i basically haven't do my post-lab quiz (can only do it after i finish my report writing..so basically i'm going to do it in uni as well tomorrow noon)::: thanks babe for helping me out with a damn hard n arse killing calculations..n thanks to my dear again for helping me calculating the means, standard deviation n standard error for mean for my datas =D (my graphic calculator was out of battery so i really couldn't do any calculations n i freaking don't know how to do it with excel *uh-huh..i know i am an idiot*..so yeah he helped me but LOL he doesn't know how to calculate the SEM as well =.= so we had lots of confusion n a bit of sianz going on during that time >.<

well..its just too much stuffs to do n i'm freaking stressed out n i do feel bad towards baby cause he leave his own report behind just to help me with my reports first *sobs* n i don't know why i just felt so sick as well...all these combination basically is just too much n i cant stand it..conclusion was all of a sudden, somehow, my eyes river were flooding O.o then talked to baby later on n i somehow just burst again then LOL he cried as well eh >.<

between =.= my table is FULL of RUBBISH =.= it WAS CLEAN at 5pm yesterday..now its so damn filled with books n papers n stationary n cups n bottles n KFC n keropok n chocs n coffee n tea n WHATEVER u can think of =.= OHMYGOSH KILL ME =.= (hope babe were here..then he can clean up all the mess for me eh) *chuckles* ok ok...back to few more questions then off to bed for 3hours then off to house inspection then stoopid uni =.=

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

just a summary of bullshyts >.<

harlo =] i've been really lazy recently (as usual)..back to uni again *sighz* i just don't feel like going back to uni..i seriously don't have any motivation to keep me attending all the lectures n labs at all especially when u have i-lectures (look..i know i'm misusing the lectopia...sorry T.T) i'm really lost =S i've lost my way..don't ask me what's my purpose of life..honestly, i have yet found it *gosh* perhaps d only purpose of my life now is to live my life to the fullest..study hard work hard play hard >.<

easter break was great..really different from past years *smiles* i just don't want to waste my holiday so i decided to bump into aunt's house and planned for a last minute trip to mundaring which was on easter sunday...weeeee ^ ^ picked up the guys and headed over to aunt's place..its an hour drive to mundaring so i have snatch the front passenger seat as i have this "yun che" syndrome LOL..its the same for easter monday as we headed off for a 50minutes drive to the maze..uncle's been bad =.= he's been speeding all the way and sometimes we couldn't catch up with his speed =.= mundaring is really nice..too bad we don't have much time so we didn't really explore the place..but its a deal that future first trip would goes to...MUNDARING..oh yea xD have u been to "the world best pizza" in mundaring???its seriously deserves to be known as the world best pizza..they received plenty of awards for their creativity and yummilicious-ness of their pizzas xD its a MUST GO THERE N HAVE THE PIZZAS!!!!the maze is not bad too..they have mazes for u to challenge n mini golf n super duper BIG CHESS n some animals as well

the rest of the holidays...i spent it WISELY on watching dramas n sleeping LOL xD its my bad i know..i didnt even bother to flip my lecture notes >.<>

had oral glucose tolerance test for my biochem lab today ^ ^ we're required to fast at least 12hours prior to the test..my bench group have me doing this freaking boring test n yeah ^ ^ i've got plenty of chocs from the unit coordinator for voluntaring to starve (kesian) and prick my fingers (not pain lo..quite fun)...the group PBL is so shitty..there's 8 questions to answer n they fuggin just pick those questions that they know how to do n they have answers wit...leaving the last 2 hardest questions to me...wtf =.=

final exam timetable is out =S i should say i'm quite happy with my timetable this time =D i've got few days break for me to study till the next paper =D weeeeeeeee ^ ^ hopefully i can do well this time..if possible..i hope for HD but *shrugs* a pass would do =S i really need to put in more effort..i need better time management n i'll seriously finish all my reports n pbl n quiz which are not dued until friday by tomorrow (wed) then start studying on thurs for the coming up intrasem exams O.o

final papers....
1st June = biomedical physiology
4th June = microbiology II
10th June = human and comparative biochemistry


*fyi...i'm currently still searching for place to rent..so damn pek chek so damn sianz so damn frust...i just need to move..i need more convenient public transport access to go uni n ESPECIALLY work T.T *sobs* i seriously need money...i guess u'll never know how lucky u guys are when u dont have to work to earn for ur own rentals n bills n living expenses and handle ur studies wit good grades *a big fat sighz* well..this is the results of my own stoopid request =.= basically i told my parents to pay for my fees only (they don't pay for my fees anymore cause my grandpa company actually sponsored my fees since i enter uni for getting good grades) and i told them that they don't have to give me any allowance as i want to be more independent and earn for my own living...WALAO...now i really damn regret lo =.= why the hell am i so damn GEH KIANG last time..GILAAAAAAAA =.= the more i think about it the more pissed i get =.=



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

如果的事

我的个性你最了
你总爱说我奇怪
明明前一秒钟哭得稀里哗啦，下一秒钟竟可以笑的像小孩
还老爱叫我哭包
一些芝麻绿豆的小事，也能让我掉泪
我的个性就是这么大剌剌的
开心与不开心都会表现出来
或许就是这样的我，把你骗到了吧

这几天，我不乖了
我的心，不听话了
莫名其妙的耍emo了
莫名其妙的惹你生气了
莫名其妙的耍脾气了
不管是吵架还是不开心，我都会说i need a hug
打完这一句，我就会放声的大哭
明知道此时此刻的你不能紧紧把我抱在怀里
明知道说这句话会让你很自责，很伤心
对不起，我还是说了

我患上了想念你的综合症
无时无刻都会不由自主的想起你
想念，总让我傻笑中带着泪
想念，会让我想起和你在一起的每个细节
哪怕是小小的话语，小小的眼色，小小的动作，
都令我无尽的回忆着
多希望现在就在你的身边，可以让我仔细的看着你
想念你的滋味，总是呆呆坐在电脑面前，对着屏幕发呆，
发呆的眼里，满满都是你

如果你在我身边那该多好
想和你做的事有很多
煮饭，打扫，看戏，唱歌，牵手，抱抱，亲亲，还有好多好多
如果这些事每天都能实现，那该多好

怎么办
我越来越想你了

p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

simple =]

let this be my last word...that i trust in thy love =]


p/s: imissyou.iloveyou

超级喜欢

我的miao miao。。


喜欢你的幼稚
喜欢你的可爱
喜欢你像小孩子一样的哄我开心
喜欢你像小孩子一样的对我撒娇
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我闹变扭
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我斗嘴
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我耍脾气
喜欢你像小孩子一样的跟我埋怨
喜欢你每天都烦着我
喜欢你每天都担心我
喜欢你每天都关心我
喜欢你每天都唱歌给我听
喜欢你说床边故事给我听
喜欢你每天都装可爱
喜欢你每天都耍白痴
喜欢你骂我的时候
喜欢你哭泣的时候
喜欢你放声大笑的时候
喜欢你认真的时候
喜欢你犹豫的时候
喜欢你烦恼的时候
喜欢你害羞的时候
喜欢你说你爱我比我爱你多的时候
喜欢你叫我小姐头的时候
喜欢你叫我宝贝的时候
喜欢你叫我老婆的时候
喜欢你那水汪汪且放电和温柔的眼睛
喜欢你那灿烂的笑容
喜欢你那个猪鼻子
喜欢你那软软的嘴唇
喜欢你那灵活的舌头
喜欢你那双大大又温柔的手
喜欢你那可以依靠的肩膀
喜欢你那温暖且是我避风港的胸膛
喜欢被你吻的忘了自我
喜欢被你牵着不放
喜欢被你抱着不放
喜欢被你抱在怀里睡觉
喜欢被你舔的一寸也不留
喜欢被你非礼的害羞起来
喜欢我们二合为一的时候
喜欢有你在的感觉
喜欢每天听你说你爱我
喜欢爱你的我
因为我也很爱你


我谁都不爱。。就是只爱你一个


miao miao...rawr rawr 永远爱你哦!!!



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

胡言乱语篇= =

奇怪 = =
算是自己屁股痒吧
无端端的跑去看些不该看的东西
搞到自己心里不平衡

过去让它过去
已经来不及挽回的事。。何必还要再提
就算终于明白了自己的过错。。
就算觉得抱歉了。。
就算后悔了。。
一切都来不及了。。
是自己。。不懂得珍惜
错过了。。就该放开双手
何必还依依不舍
何必还耿耿于怀
何必还要觉得内疚
何必还那么在乎对方
不觉得辛苦吗???

有些人就是很奇怪
是你的东西时。。你不好好的珍惜
当你把他搞丢时。。就把罪怪在别人身上
为何不想想是自己的错
为什么。。失去了才懂得珍惜
为什么。。越不是你的东西。。你却越想要
为什么。。还要做些事来"haunt"对方
为什么。。就不能大方一点祝福对方
要知道。。曾经的过往。。是永远都无可追回的了

最近不知怎么了。。心情特别糟
每天都在胡言乱语
每天都很过分
过分的。。还把你弄哭了 = =
真的对不起
只能说。。我很不安心
不是我不相信你
只是。。你可不可以不要这么在乎不该在乎的人
你嘴巴说你不care
可是连瞎子都看得出其实你是很care的
我不想过着那种每天都被"haunt"的日子
我很怕。。你知道吗???
我眼中的恐惧。。你看到了吗???



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

hoho xD

因为我的一句开玩笑。。害得你花了很多心思和时间在banner上
你的体贴。。你的用心良苦。。我收到了
谢谢你的疼爱
嘿嘿。。今天真的很开心很感动
全因为你。。我的宝贝
你说。。这幅画背后有着它自己的故事
你说。。在心空闪亮的夜晚
月亮照着的夜晚。。
一对情侣在街上走着
流星划过的那一瞬间。。
可爱的男生对傻傻的女生说。。“我永远都爱你”
他两许下了同样的愿望。。。
“我希望。。我们两永远都不会分离。。永远的在一起”
-END-


i love you...

my voice says it...

my dreams see it...

and my heart feels it...



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

i'm jz too bored =p

Baaaaaaah = = havin a freakin 3hrs break till my next class is soooo freaking stoooopid.....bloody hell timetable for tuesday n wednesday = = blogging from uni comp is soooo not fun = = din even realise its d mid of 3rd week of uni d = = DANG!!!ok lo...time terbang damn fast lo = = meaning all d stooopid shyts gonna greet me soon again = = uni has been soso so far = = 3rd yr units reli sux to da max = = microbio 2 is like sooo freaking HARD ok = = instead of microbio 1 i took comparative n human microbio last sem which is like NOT LINKING to my microbio 2 at all = = tats fine den...who noes dis freakin unit has NO lecture slides NO textbook NO i-lecture...with a freakin 1 hr lecture per week onli = = shoot me to death betta = = somemore dere's dis stooopid INDIVIDUAL research laboratory project worth 35% where i damn nd to choose a topic to research on in lab n deal wit all d freakin bacteria wit freakin LIMITED funds n resources = = wth looo...d gangster unit coordinator tell me i'll do fine in this unit @@ errr...i've got no idea at all wads goin on..how do u expect me to do well @@ confirm KANTOI d @@

by da way xD i've moved out from my freakin 1 week homestay...totally knot tahan at all lo...so damn cheapskate...so damn calculative...so damn impolite to go into ppl's room when ppl's at uni lo...no privacy de lo...come in as dey like without askin permission lo...dinner's like shyts lo...totally no freedom lo...its like i'm stayin in a prison = = HOHOHO!!!i'm damn enjoyin my freedom again xD moved to cuzzie house temporarily while waiting for d renovation of my soon to b rental place in vic park to complete which is like in 2months time xD cant wait to move again!!!i damn miss my iinet internet lo...3 moblie broadband damn expensive n sux lo T^T how to survive with 4GB of quota per month =S

hehe xD bao bei's been damn cute + funny + childish these few days xD makin me nonstop lafing like a soh por xD teehee xD qi dai 6 yue de dao lai xD bao bei coming to perth in june =p HOHO

okie dokie...enuf crapsssssss for now xD off to do some research for my oral presentation = =



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

its cloudy

一个人坐在图书馆的角落
望着电脑
脑袋一片空白
看着我们的照片
画面一点一滴的浮现在眼前
泪水慢慢的淋湿了键盘
好希望时间可以停留在那时候
我。。不喜欢现在的我们
我们。。怎么了？？

我们的话不多
一天说不上10句话
一天不到5封的讯息
电话和讯息都只有“嗯”来带过
可能你没察觉到你是多么彻底的忽略了我
我们就好像回到当初刚认识的时候
变的陌生了
感情好像开始疏远了
你能受得了这样子的我们
可是你有没有想过我？？
你要我撑到明年6月
只能说我已经很努力的撑着了
我不知我到底还能撑多久
我的心就像天上的云朵
装满了水滴。。闷闷的
何时会撑不住。。滴下水
我自己也不知道
我。。很不开心很难受
你知道吗？？

昨天是我们在一起的第5个月
我知道你不记得了
没怪你
传了满满3页的简讯给你
你却只回了“嗯。。拜拜。。爱你”
我的心就像被打进冷宫里
你过了2个小时才打电话给我
会不会太迟了一点？？
你还能跟我说笑。。可是我却一点也笑不出来
伤口慢慢的增加。。很难麽的去了



p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

silence

回到perth一个多星期了
又回到一个人的生活
不再习惯一个人的生活
一个人的寂寞
一个人的孤独
一个人的沉默
一个人的角落
只能默默藏在心里
想念你的心不曾停止过
很想再次亲吻你那软软的嘴唇
很想再次牵着你那温暖的手
很想再次投入你那温暖的怀抱
很想再次躲在你的怀里睡觉
很想再听你单面说你爱我
很想念被你保护的感觉

说好要一起努力考到好成绩
说好要剪短相处的时间
说好要坚强
一切都说好了
说好的东西可以反悔吗
我不是你想象中那么坚强
你的讯息少了很多
多的让我觉得空荡了
多的让我觉得寂寞了
多的让我害怕了
多的让我开始萎缩自己了
我不再是以前的我
我不再懂得怎么笑了
笑的好心虚好假
每天只能默默的守着电话等待你的讯息
听到电话响起时，多希望是你传来的讯息。。是你打来的
可是每次都让我失望，让我失落
只能告诉自己你是在为了我们的将来而努力
有好多话想跟你说
可是现在不能了
讯息和电话都断断续续的少了很多
只能将那些话埋在心底
每天都告诉自己6月很快就到了。。你很快就要来找我了。。很快就可以再见到你了
这都是自己用来骗自己的话。。6月其实是多么漫长的
每天只能偷偷的躲在角落落泪
我的心不听话了。。生病了

家里没internet所以只能在uni lib写这个blog
写到一半时，你打给我 。。听到你的声音让我不知觉的开了pipe
想跟你说我是多么的想你。。想跟你说好多好多的话
可是泪水吞没了我想跟你说的一切
我崩溃了。。无助了
我很想说我开始累了
可是我不想放弃
自己选择的路，再艰难，都要坚强和勇敢的走下去
等待是值得的
等待是甜美的

你是否还记得今天是我们在一起的第5个月

明天会是怎样的。。我不知道
只知道明天的我依然是很想你很爱你的p/s: iloveyou.imissyou

我明白

笑不出口
整晚心情简直烂透了
你。。。话中有话。。。话中带刺。。。暗箭伤人
绕了一大圈。。。结果把我伤的更重
让我真的好难受
心痛的感觉让我更难受
眼泪傻傻的流了一整夜
想了整晚
开始认清事实了
觉得自己真的很差劲
越来越觉得自己配不上你
你的条件这么优
我。。。早就该有自知之明了
我。。。真的高攀不起你
信心就像全雷打一样被打垮了
也。。。失去了勇气
像小鸟迷失了方向。。。我迷路了
突然间很想当缩头乌龟
我。。。该怎么办p/s:imissyou.iloveyou

honeymoon ^ ^

12月17 日- 1月2 日 的蜜月旅行
去了吉隆坡...马六甲...槟城...云顶
这16天...我们把情侣们该做的事全给搞定了
pandie说...她预料到了...以我们的速度这些都是非常正常的 = =

宝贝老公...谢谢你
这16天..我每天都过的非常开心...幸福
每天都有很美好的回忆 = )
只因为你 <3>爱情的滋润...真的好甜...好幸福 ^ ^
我们的定情物 <3>
25日之宝贝“败卡”日
原因是...他背着我在genting outdoor theme park 狂跑到我们两都跌倒后的战利品 = =
像seh gia的宝贝最可爱 ^ ^
1月1日 的凌晨...在pavilion戏院外面...那天看了bedtime stories...我累坏了..所以真的很抱歉我看到睡着了 >.<>


可爱宝贝&巧克力


在penang的庙之无聊情侣党
让我笑翻天的爸爸和宝贝...谢谢爸爸帮我pump大衣服 xDmelaka nite zoo trip






第一次拍大头贴...每天必做务=拍大头贴...回到perth才upload别的大头贴吧

对不起...本小姐很懒惰....sayonara咯



p/s: imissyou.iloveyou