i absolutely lub to cry

there's tests going on from tues to thurs n i shud b studyin my arse out....fcuk i ended up watchin anime d whole noon till now which is very terrible...gosh wad d hell m i doing!!!n now start blogging again...wtf is wrong wit me???newayz...anime was gd...damn it i cried again today bcos of d anime....it was so nice n sad...i juz cant hold bak my tears...BOKURA GA ITA...u can watch it in crunchyroll....bro's frenz came over to study n they cooked laksa =) it wasnt reli tat gd cos there's lack of coconut cream n lime...oh well not bad laaaaa....well i had 2bowls of milo cereals juz right b4 havin d laksa...den bro cooked lamb chop for dinner n i actually finished d 4 pieces of it....hell i'm reli gaining weight....fcuk i reli eat too much....shud start going on diet (perhaps wait till winter break gua)....was supposed to go to aunt house for curry tonite but clumsy me sprained my foot again so ended up stayin at home n cudnt go out wit d cute guy from victoria (chris, d guy i mentioned b4)...yes i actually ended up sayin yes to him when he asked me out again yesterday....but well FCUK laaa y terseliuh at this time...WRONG TIMING.....n damn it he's leaving tonite d....urghhhhhhhh....totally out of mood d...betta continue youtube-ing